I can remeber my frist MDMA experience, it made me feel like a little kid again, I was so happy and giddy, I never wanted it to end, I could have spent the whole night just rolling around on my bed having the time of my life. Afterwards I had a few more experiences similiar to that. But as of late, nothing compares, for any other drug I would chalk it up as tolerance, but I go months in between rolls. Has anybody else experienced this loss of magic with MDMA? Do your recent experiences not even compare with your earlier ones?
My last roll wasn't great, but that was because it was a week after the one before. The one before was amazing. I haven't lost the magic yet, but then again, I try to space out my rolls as much as possible. Are you still going to roll? Is it worth it for you, even without the magic?
It's still fun, I still bond with friends, have plenty of energy and feel great. But it's definatley not the experience it once was. And I've been reading up on the subject and it seems that it's not related to dependance at all, people will go years without a dose, come back to it, and still never experienced what they did their first few times.
its the same with any new experience, its effects are more on you because its new. but as you do it more, the older thigns are less itneresting or impacting, so ytou either grow out of it or find other aspects of it to be good. a generalisation tho
The first time I rolled, I had a bit of a trip too, I learned a lot of things about love and friendships and relationships. I have never had the same experience before. Every other time I rolled, it was the same body high, but I don't think differently.
It is chemical. Some researchers suggest that after 40 or so rolls in ones life, the body simply doesn't register the stuff anymore. This is just a guestimate. I've rolled a good 30 times and still can enjoy it. I only do it now about twice a year and its still fun, but not the same as the first few times and I do end up taking more these days, like upwards of half a gram of molly. In a way its a good thing. In my opinion its the best drug on the planet. If I could roll like I did the first time, everytime, I certainly would be doing it once a week if not more.
VERY true statement I have always said LSD - is to explore your mind Mushrooms - to explore you spirt and faith MDMA - to explore you, your truth - kind of encompassing both of the above which is why I like it better
hey, just wondering what molly is? i've heard the term around, someone told me it's just really pure mdma.
