explain your true feelings about being alone

i love people, i just hate being around any of the ones i know hahaha

 

you best find somebody to love girly

 

ive always had lack of friends/contacts, i was locked up in my room and/or grounded basically all my growing up years til around 14, sure i knew a coupel ppl at school, but no more than that, never participated in any extra curricular or anything and we skipped out at lunch alot of the times there in the last couple years

i never had several different friend's houses that i could go to or anything, like kids/teens usually have,

but i really dont care if im in a group of ppl or alone, i spend most of my time alone but thats cuz no one is local anymore, most everyone has moved away, they are the lucky ones, heh

sometimes i dont want to talk to anyone i wont answer the phone or the door, but sometime is wanna hang out in a group and pass a bowl or two though, but its hard to find other ppl, and i just end up tore the hell up alone, like right now, phew


the circle hath dissipated

i will probably be alone forever, i dont see any other way in my future, unless amiracle happens

 

I can be alone, I grew up that way. but I really feel connections when I make em.

 

woohoo!

 

Too many people sacrifice their integrity just to have friends. There's no point having friends if you can't trust them and connect with them. Better to live in solitude than to waste your time on people who care nothing for you. Mo social circle contracted a bit since I worked out that lesson, but the friends I'm left with are friends who really mean something to me.

 

how true is this?

and how sweet it is when you do ... true, loving friends ... what more do you need?