hey guys, Ive taken acid quite a few times in the past 1 1/2 years and i notice myself "Naturally Hallucinating" or having flashbacks when i am just thinking to myself and focusing on an object or a wall of patters (such as a brick wall or wall paper) i notice small hallucinations out of the corners of my eyes where things will become wavy or will move slightly. does any one else get this at all? i don't think that it is just because i have taken acid that i see these things, because i have noticed them all my life. And it doesn't happen all the time. only when i am deep in thought and focusing on one thing. any one have any input on this subject?
It sounds like hppd (hallucinogen persisting perception disorder) but if you say its happened all your life I'm not sure if that's what it is. I've got it to a slight extent from various hallucinogens.
I get this shit as well. I've had it all my life too. I see really clear hallucinations sometimes (once a year or something, if that) and then just objects breathing and switching and the symptoms of HPPD. I've seen my coat rack become a 2D hologram of a policeman running but it stayed in one place and was only shades of blue but it seemed fuzzy, like a bad tv signal. Then seeing people walk into rooms then walk out of rooms on the other side of the house or building or whateva'. I hear sounds sometimes too. People talking and just random noise. I remember lying in bed hearing lots of traffic and right when I realised it all of it just went away immediately. It has it's ups and downs. It's like low dose tripping all the time
Those illusions are common for me after a trip. The frequency of the episodes seems to go down as time grows between trips. After the summer of 2008 the illusions became very frequent and uncontrollable for about 6-8 months. I'm not sure if it was HPPD or not, but the effects have completely subsided now. I have only tripped a hand full of times since 2008.
another thing that is weird when i was younger like 6 or 7 i used to say out loud "I dont feel like myself right now" and i would say it in front of my sister and she would be like wtf are you talking about. and the feeling would pass but i really felt like i wasnt suppose to be where i was i was getting some werid vibe, it happened throughout my childhood but went away after i began to mature. any insight on this?
god thanks for that insight. i always woundered if i had something wrong with me that wasnt normal u know what i mean
I also have little hallucinations. Sometimes I think a dog is here, a cat there, but, fuck!, its not. The other day i had the weirdest one, i was studying in a library and in front of me i saw how the hair of a girl was melting with the smoke from the cigarrette that came from his body. Sometimes theyre frightening cause i cant control it, you know, but when im in a positive frame of mind i think im lucky cause i can laugh seen another reality. Anyway these hallucinations only last for 1 or 2 seconds but sometimes i fear that in my next trip i would be trapped forever.
