A month ago, I was on a lot of different substances. I was shooting up either H or O C's every day or every other day, and I was also injecting coke and taking ritalin (my only prescription) I was also taking Benzos (Xanex) EVERY Night for about three months, so, I was on a lot of stuff. On top of that, I would speedball every once in a while, and I smoked bud every day. I overdosed a few times and I started getting more and more worried about a fatal O D. So I quit cold turkey, and went to the health clinic on campus, to get some antibiotics (my veins were infected) and get my blood tests done (clean) I still smoked herb, but I stopped everything else, and the withdraws were terrible. My brain felt like it was aching inside and craved all the stuff that I wasn't taking anymore. I truly believed it was the opiates that were making me feel the worst. I screamed every day for a few minutes either in the shower or in my bedroom when the cravings got really bad. It was like this for about a week. Then after a week, the cravings went away, and I even stopped smoking bud. I was clean for two whole weeks. Then, two weeks ago, I decided to do H again (I know it sounds contradictory to me quitting, but I did) So, I scored a gram of some China White, which is super strong, so I thought that I just needed to shoot half a g for the night, and my first shot was 1/6 of a gram, but I ended up doing the whole g in one night. So, In the course of one week, I did China White 5 times, each night IV-ing an entire g (spread out over the entire night, of course) I did a total of 5 g's of the H, and I was worried about withdrawls afterwards. So, I was only doing bud and H during this time frame. But, guess what, it has been 6 days since my last shot of H or smoking herb, and I have experienced NO WITHDRAW SYMPTOMS AT ALL, and I have no cravings for anything. I'm thinking that since I was only doing pot and H, and not using benzos or blow every day, that the latter two were what were giving me heavy withdraws. I have also been taking Tryptophan and Vanadium daily, and maybe this is helping? I read that soldiers returning from Vietnam who did Heroin did not return to using when they were back in the States, because there was no more stress of combat and war, so they had no need to do it. What are your experiences/insights into this?
hmm strange... all I can say from experience; I was doing oc like once a week at about 90mg, and this progressed into like twice a week, to doing about 120mg daily for like a week. Just stopped about 3 days ago and I feel completely fine, other than some cravings.
Probably unlikely but wouldn't the thing to do now be stop pressing your luck accept the xperiences for what they were and stop doing these drugs? Or am I just bein too optimistic for the these particular set of circumstances ? ;p
