No I'm not having dreams on heroin. But I keep having dreams about shooting up.. In my dream, there will be a needle and I'm trying to hide it from people so I can eventually inject it into my vein. I used to do oxycontin and such but I haven't used in 4 months. I'm weirded out by these dreams because in them, I'm so ready and excited to do heroin... whaaaaat.
I was this way too. I used to have dreams about doing heroin and my friends hiding the junk from me because they didn't want me to get addicted. I had done oxy and wanted to try something new. I ultimately got over this fascination with heroin.
Yeah, I hope I do too. Sometimes I think dreams are intangible representations of things that could happen in life. Before any kind of audition or performance, I always dream that I fail completely haha. Maybe these dreams are just getting my subconscious feelings about drugs out of my system.
I guess I was a little fascinated with shooting up while I was reading Junky, but I'm pretty joyous about my desire to NOT use needles. Smoking opiates is a fast rush as well. Smoke some fentanyl and try not fiending as hard as you would from shooting dope. I vaporized some fentanyl and my eyes were shutting, body rocking back and forth, and perceiving everything real slow in a second, less than. Good news, you don't have to be shooting up to be a poor pathetic depressed fuck on opiates, that happens anyways. I don't know how you guys ever used, but it's like this...take it orally, the onset is slow the high is lighter but longer, and cravings take awhile to develope... snort it... the onset is a about cut in half the high is stronger and it's more of a rush...you crave more the next day, and through your nose especially.... Smoke it...you get a very numbing entrancing high real quick, quite the rush, and within an hour you are Craving hard to smoke more..... I can't imagine being an opiate lover and shooting up....the cravings... I almost can imagine them, just from having smoked opiates.
that's a good dream. I dream of drugs too. and it's always an embarrassing dream. So I think it's ok to dream about it sometimes. it reminds you that evil is close.
