My first bottle of dxm was a few years which was 300mg which i really loved. ever since Ive been taking dxm every now and then. Dxm has really changed my life and the way i perceive reality. list of things ive experienced: depth perception - tend too focus in on things like the tv and you only really see the tv rather than seeing a tv and everything around it. life is alot more duller - i mean literally its as if rooms are too dull and unlit but at the same time its often too bright outside. You get so stuck inside your head with your thinking and analyzing that sometimes you dont even realise how disconnected you really are, i know theres something wrong but i just cant get back too normal. Its like you think before you do or somthing i cant explain its fucked up.. you meant too say too your friend the washing is wet but instead you say the stuff is wet because your so stuck inside that you assume he knows what you mean because yeah.. theres that constant vision tv kinda haze and stuff just doesn't seem as animated or real like it did before. halos around lights or bright things those long light lasers come out too you You never seem too feel much emotion, you talk too people and stuff but that connection isnt there.. i dont regret dxm and i enjoyed every moment as i never get nausea which is a plus but dxm has really changed me. I love dxm i mean shits so cash.. 1 friend took and didnt like nausea and said its a mind fuck and most others think the syrup is revolting i mean that shit is pretty vial right.. Im celexa now so the two dont mix plus im saving. ive also noticed since dxm alcohol and ciggarette dont feel good like before either.. link below of some bottles ive took .. http://yfrog.com/2h1410101201j If you love dxm or wanna say something then please post.. :2thumbsup: Im also looking for others long term symptoms from people..
i didnt even notice some of the things until i read this. but ive noticed some of those.. like being into music and movies so much i feel a part of them now, almost like i become what i watch or listen too i also say "stuff" a lot more assuming people know what im talking about as you said dont feel much emotion anymore. i like that though. i used dxm a few times when i was going through a rough breakup and when i was tripping i didnt feel anything, and its almost like part of that is still in me dxm also helped me overcome my weed problem, i used to smoke everyday and that is all i would do. it also helped me quit chewing tobacco i used to go through a can a week which isnt as much as some people but thats 52 cans a year. thats a lotta damage to your body. BUT, i feel permanantly dissasociated. i feel like im not part of society. i feel like i only need to do what i want to do it doesnt matter what any outside influence has on me or what anyone says or thinks. sometimes when im with a group of friends standing around i will start thinking in my head about how i like or dont like these people, or think about why i am even where i am. also sometimes when i assume things, as said above, i assume bad things. like if im talking to a girl relationship wise, and i find out she went to the store with some guy or something, i automatically assume shes kissing him or sleeping with him when im not around. ive also had really dark thoughts that i NEVER had before i started. ive thought about murder and death more than i ever have before. i watched interviews from murderers and ive thought about killing someone. and i dont know why i have thought of that. i dont really anymore, its usually 2 weeks after i trip i go into a dark period. not that i would ever hurt anybody though. its made my personality better, im more comfortable with myself, im more outgoing, and i used to be really shy but thats practically gone. its deff hurt my brain. sometimes when i type things idk if i spell a certain word right so i google it. and its simple words, they just look like ive never seen them before. for instance on a post before this i typed the word "their" and didnt know if i spelled it right because i dont recognize certian words anymore. and i was an honor student and won a spelling bee in junior high so im not a bad writer. Dxm has made me realize how simple things are though too. like how to be a proffesional anything all you have to do is work hard. or how the world is just about money. made me see through all the bull. if i could go back and never do dxm i still would. they were great experiences but i dont think i will ever trip again, even though i only did it 9 or 10 times, the damage is already noticable and thats enough for me.
Yes DXM has changed me forever, I was really shy back in the days but now it's almost gone. I don't have alot of emotions like b4, now i really don't care about anything, even dying. I Had a couple of out of body experience, and a few near-death-experience. since i'm not affraid of death anymore. Also when i'm with my friends, I have the strange feelings, what am I doing with these people? I'm on DXM right now and its barely affecting me, the problem is that i need too much to get high now. It is a wonderful drug but i should defenitly quit that stuff
If you have done dxm, plz read this and tell me If anything I say is similar to what you have experienced after the trip...It is so relieving and depressing at the same time how everything you guys say applies to me. The first time I took dxm, I took 9 coricidin. It was very overpowering, but fun. I couldn't stop moving or laughing 3 days later, I decide I'm ready to move up to 12. I wasn't. I literally felt mentally retarded.. I remember I was with my friend and I started crying because I felt I wouldnt ever be the same again. I would get up to go get a drink, and by the time I got to the fridge, not only did I forget why and how I was there, I honestly thought I just fell asleep, and I was In a dream. I started seeing flasbacks of things I didn't remember. It was like every feeling of Deja vu I've ever had just hit me at once for hours. Needless to say, it was NOT fun. Ever since I've been pretty much emotionless. I had to break up with my gf, who I previously loved, because I literally felt NOTHING for her. When I did, she brought up so many reasons why I was a 'dick' and I know if she would've said this before dxm, I would've been TORN. Now it's just whatever. I used to be very easily emotionally attached to girls, but now, no matter how hard I try, all i want is sexual things from girls. I try to have a relationship, but the only way it ever works is if I am fake at least part of the time. It sucks so bad. My ex Just thinks I'm a sex-craved pig. Because that's all I am. But it's not my choice. Also, my overall intelligence was very low the first week or so after the 12 coricidin. That eventually got somewhat the same. But my thoughts...are so... Insane. One day, I will just compulsively think about how there are infinite parallel universes, which causes the most extreme feeling of insignificance one could feel. Then another day, I feel like I am not even conscious, and neither is anyone else. We are all pretty much robots, and there is only one truly conscious being in the universe. Also, before the trip, I was very outgoing with strangers. Now, I cannot believe how socially awkward I am. I will not know what to do if I see someone I don't know walking the other way on the same sidewalk. Ill get anxious until they walk past me. I never know how loud to talk to make sure no one else hears. So If I talk about drugs in public with Friends, I have to whisper. My conversations with people are so much more deep and meaningful than they once were. When I am talking to people, I can pretty much switch perspectives completely. Which makes me much more selfless. Also, I have this idea, which works (for me at least) which is That anyone can mind-control anyone else, it just takes more willpower. By certain tactics, I can convince people to believe pretty much anything I want them too. Next, with listening to conversations now, I am much more aware of what's really going on. People will be having a conversation, and I will understand exactly what both of them are thinking. Sometimes when this happens, I'll look at them and smile, and they always know that I get what's going on. Listen, if you read through this whole thing, and you're still thinking about doing it, it's your choice.all I'm saying is that prepare to change forever... If I had the chance, I would've totally sticked to weed. I'm not trying to lie to make you not do it, everything I've said is true. If you've done coricidin, and you feel any of these things I mentioned... Plz reply to me. This alone feeling is depressing. I need to know that there's someone like me lol. I'm not crazy, I promise. I am just very different now.
I just realized this is a year old. If you could just remember how terrible it was, could you plz just offer me support. I've done coricidin 5 times, which I know isn't a Lot, But it has changed me.. Plz tell me It goes away..
Well it sounds like you may have triggered a psychotic break of sorts, do you have a family history of schizophrenia or anything like that? It could also just be you growing up and your personality changing . . . how old are you?
