Ok I wanted to give you guys a really in-depth background to go with this except i didn't want to turn anyone away by having them think it was going to be a true novel. that being said i'll try to give you guys an idea of where i'm at. i just turned 30 years old and while i didn't think it had any noticeable effect, i'm starting to notice a rather profound one, understanding. i have had a bit of a train wreck history of drug use which could be another story of it's own so i'll leave it as this, i have done about every drug, and for quite some time i was addicted to opiates. (please anyone reading this DO NOT EVER get started with those) anyhow i never really got into any hallucinogens although i tried shrooms twice and acid a few times they were strictly for recreational usage with no thought of therapeutic value. So about a week or two ago I was looking on the web i started looking through erowid and came across the cactus section somehow. i have been completely over-taken by this new found knowledge about cactus containing mescaline. at first i'll be honest my only interest was in the fact that they were legal, and seemed like it'd be fun to trip. now i've always been a bit of an info nut in that i typically when i find something new that interests me i research it quite a bit and this was no different. after reading many many accounts and experiences and learning the history of what these wonderful plants have to offer i have done a complete 180. i am at a point in my life where without going into a ton of detail where i feel like i could really benefit from some of the benefits that mescaline may be able to offer. in a way just the research and reading of everyones insights and experiences has already started to show itself. i'm probably babbling and i really hope this isnt as long as i'm afraid it already is but the long and the short of it is i'm at a point in my life where i feel like although i make have taken a bit of sinister route in getting here, the last week or two has really opened my eyes and almost feels like i've already taken a trip in the way i have started to look at things since starting to understand this is much more then some legal high to party with. So now that i got all that out and i truely apologize if i did a terrible job of explaining myself and hopefully in the future i'll have a chance to do it a little better. So here's the plan, I oredered some dried peruvian torch. i've done enough to research to know the route of consumption i'm going to take so i'm not going to be the 500millionth person to ask how i should take it because do to my situation and knowledge i think i've already came up with the method best for me. so really i'm just looking for some feedback on my plan to see if this would jive. i have read and i'll reread it 100 times more probably but ive heard and effective way of both preserving the goodies and getting past the taste is to take the powder and put it into a sandwich baggy with some water and lemon juice and making lil dough balls out of it then trying to get those down as fast as possible. i already know that dosage is insane to gauge and it's pointless to ask what you guys think (no offense) but i already know from previous readings that the potency can vary to the point that the only way to know for sure is to try it. i'm probably going to take about 30-40 grams of the dried powder and making those doughballs. the second thing i wanted some advice on is setting. to give you an idea of how far i've come in this shorty journey already originally i had wanted to take this with a friend of mine nd just trip but now i'm thinking of taking it solo because i really do want to try and gain w/e medicinal/emotional/etc. benefits i can and get the most out of this experience. i know this has gotten ridiculously long now so i'm going to cut it short except to say one last thanks to those of you and ive read so much that i can't even say who but just thanks to everyone who's posted any information anywhere on the net, i've probably read it if you have and i thank you for it. anyway i just wanted some feedback/thoughts on what you guys thought about my plan. thanks again everyone and have a great day
also as i know it's hard to get good quality i have ordered the powder from 2 different suppliers so hopefully if one doesn't work out the other will. if people are interested i can update the post after i receive and test them out as i'm assuming it's probably not that easy to find good sources.
well one of the packages will be here today which was very very fast. i'm still trying to plan out the best set and setting to enjoy this, does anyone have any thoughts on trying this for the first time on my own? i'm not the type that's going to flip out or anything. i just don't know that my friends would respect the experience the same way i've grown to. anyway i'll report back when i have some more info.
