What are the potentials of this drug alone? Truth be told, I am not a huge fan of myself, I'm way to shy, not very outgoing, and I just don't like myself that much because I'm not very popular. Etc etc.... I've lost many friends over the years, just due to life, so I'm wondering can Molly help me if dosed right? Can I lose my ego and face my emotional problems like Lucy for some people. There's little to no acid where I live, trust me I've looked for a very long time, she hasn't found me yet. Sooooo can the right dose help me conquer my problems or am I on my own....
You really shouldent be relying on substances to fix your problems. Though they will aid you, you cant relye on them. They are only tools. Its just a "hammer" u still need a hand and nail to get anything done. So first off if you want to help yourself out, you need to figure out who you are. and if you dont know who you are, then you need to create yourself, and figure out who you are. This can be done with distrotion of perception through the ritual use of psychedelics. MDMA i would say is a "love" drug. it helps you feel connected to others. and allows you to review your relationships with others around u. family, friends, love ones. It makes you appreciate and be grateful and relize how beautiful people are. It also allows you to understand ur body in a differnt perception on a physical manner. When i do mdma im very intune with my body. i mean if i eat i feel it physically move down my throat in my belly and digesting and moving its like ah groovy. MDA in my personal opinion is more "trippy" and way more "psychedelic" this has much higher value to me. sass, moonshard, what ever i find it to be way better then mdma. it is much more spiritual. you have to be the change you want to see.
agree with floes. and relying on a drug to fix personal problems isn't gonna do you much good either. you should try figure out how to feel better about yourself. =)
You won't lose your ego with MDMA, it doesn't work like that. It keeps you highly sober, and acts almost like a benzodiazepine or alcohol, removing your emotional blocks and anxiety and allowing you to come face to face with repressed thoughts and feelings. It's a very sober experience. I like to think that MDMA is what alcohol tries to be.
If you want to try MDMA for therapeutic effects you would probably need 1 or 2 other people there to really get the most out of it. A person(s) who would either be willing to stay sober and truly listen to you spill what's on your mind out as well as offer appropriate questions/advice or take it with someone else actually on MDMA as well who is experienced with the drug. It's not really visual and doesn't distort your thoughts really in the same way most psychedelics do so it's kind hard to pinpoint what's really going on at times, if someone is there to help facilitate communication and openness on it then it can be more moving I would say and stick with you better.
I like your description. I said it's like sober alcohol and cleaner. It's like you were in heaven and perfectly aware of sober reality.
Too bad I don't look sober on MDMA, I get haggered jaw clench with that shit. But definitely still way better than drinking
I think MDMA can be a lot more spiritual then people can give it credit for, when used in the appropriate manner anyways. I mean I love takin bumps of molly as much as the next guy at festivals, but in the right circumstances I swear molly can get me on the verge of a ++++. Pure interconnectedness with any and every thing, the ability to feel the pulse of the universe flow throughout you, pure love, light, and inner ecstasy.
youll love x...be CAREFULLLLL! on the one hand it might be good on the otherhand you may love it waaay too much. it helped me on my personal journey because i realized i could be ridiculous and social even when sober. i know some people that feel like they need it to have any fun at all though. give it a try just remember its a chemical. it may unlock your mind, just remember that once its unlocked youre the only one who can lock it again.
I've talked with several people who use MDMA or psilocybin (or other psychedelics or entheogens) in therapeutic situations who take low doses along with the person they're assisting or guiding taking a higher dose. (Not my greatest sentence.)
I don't think psilocybin would be very effective for me in regards to group therapy. I usually close off and its practically solely an inward experience. I remember camping on my last mushroom trip and one of my friends on 5 grams was rambling a mile a minute and my buddy and I tried to talk him down a bit or like have him focus on what he was saying and the guy was just pratically in his own world and somewhat unresponsive to us. I love psilocybin for personal growth but I pratically have a closed off solo period for every single group mushroom trip ive been on.
I understand. Same here. What these people are doing with psilocybin is growth/healing trips with people with life-threatening illnesses. Or with people without physical illness, but a need to grow or heal or become - all of that. Psilocybin seems to be the drug of choice for end-of-life trips and MDMA is the drug of choice for PTSD related to combat, rape, and so on. In both cases, there is a strong guide element (though that doesn't necessarily mean directive or controlling). I understand why MDMA, but unclear about why psilocybin. LSD too long and strong? Mescaline too much nausea potential? But here's the thing: there are people doing this therapy/growth/healing trip. Far out - as we used to say (and I still do). I CAN'T WAIT!
Hey man, I have read there is some psychological benefits from dosing with MDMA for therapeutic reasons. You will need to find pure mdma, not that dirty shit thats cut with 101 other drugs.... Make sure you do it under the right conditions. As with any other drugs, be in a good mood, smoke some herb maybe. Don't do X frequently.... don't do more than 1 X pill in on your first time... Stay in control... Also note that if you are looking for an answer to your problems you need to search for it. It won't just jump out at you. If your hanging out with friends on X and your listening to music. You'll have a good time, but it won't really make you think about yourself too much. If you asked me, I think mushrooms are better then X for the what you are looking for in the drug. Shrooms made me realize a lot about myself. The second time I ever tripped, the first 2 hrs was BAD... it basically erased my sense of self and being, and I felt completely lost and shattered. From that point on, after the first two hours, I just learned a lot about myself and about life... I asked myself interesting questions and took a shower while i was tripping, which was amazing... Listen to yourself first before you go off taking other peoples advice seriously as your first priority. Good luck.
