such a breakthrough, that in fact

i can see the difference before and after. if i ( and anyone else following along so far ) go back and read my posts from just now, i see an amazing therapudic breakthrough that i just gave to my FUCKING SELF!

FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!

 

im fucking brilliant. i cant apply it like all you other fucking people, but im ME and im fucking BRILLIANT.

 

lol. so basically i just learned to actually love myself. never had before. fucked up how powerful that was.

 

Cool, now turn the fucking computer off, put on some music, lay down, close your eyes and turn your focus inward. You don't need to give a play by play report. Relax and enjoy the experience. So much more can unfold if you forget about trying to chronical it all.
Now go kick back and listen to some music and don't come back online for at least 4-5 hours.
Allow the experience to completely manifest.
Love and good thoughts too you

 

no no, u dont understand. this was something unrelated to LSD
this was me BEGGING for YEARS to feel this way. i finally JUST did.

i dont even feel like im tripping that hard.

im calling up everyone who knows me well ive never been quiet about my feelings, shich should be obvious since i am posting VERY personal stuff online right now
but see, its not something i feel vulnerable of. THATS the breakthrough

 

you couldnt hurt me with this information if you wanted to HAHAHA i did all of that self hate for FAR too long for me to worry about it being in public!
(sorry if im off subject, but i am tripping... )

THIS is the best day of my life you all just witnesses it

 

giving the play by play was SO that i could have this breakthrough! i basically just used a FORUMS and LSD to give myself a HUGE breakthrough that people pay 20000s SHIT LOADS for and i just got for 40 fucking BUCKS

 

this just goes to prove everything else ive been saying about this drug. at least in respects to someone like me, actively TRYING to have a breakthrough.

 

what

 

shibbidddy dibbity ding dong!

OF COURSE!

 

haha, its like i took off my ego, fixed it, and put it back on!!! thats how these work! u must all understand how that applies to modern-pscyology and psychiatry!? right???

or does it have to be me who goes off to publish?

our ego is almost like this HAT or cap. it fits almost like the pupil of an eye, and focuses all that information to understandable bits.... and it CAN be removed, tinkered with, and replaced.

wow

 

straight up, that's the direct use, i think.

 

ego is an organ, it secretes "I"

 

LSD is like eye surgery for the ego, if used correctly!

regardless, thats how it played out for me

 

its like an emotional landscaping tool, u just gotta know yourself well enough

 

Know put all this enthusiasm to good use! Don't let it go to waste, get a degree in psychology/psychiatry, start applying to do clinical trials and turn this place around!