You'll like paragraph two even more if you read the exposition i think: I went to end the relationship with this guy that I had gotten involved with because I was already in a committed relationship with a girl. I felt that we had to meet in person for me to end it, so I told him that. We met and started discussing, and he wanted to still be friends, but I told him that I couldn't because I was too attracted and therefore confused. We ended up walking and talking until four in the morning (we had met at around 11). By the end of it, I was so confused. It turns out that he's the most perfect person in the world. Literally flawless. I thought it might be the case, but knew it to be impossible for someone to be that perfect, and then he proved me wrong. I actually think that he is god. You have no idea how perfect he is in every way possible! So, we ended up sitting on a stoop on campus, and he asked me how I was feeling about the whole thing. And I said that I was still confused. And that I'd have to go on being confused i guess. We started kissing, then making out with such an intense passion. Breaths were coming in heaves and groans, and then hands began to wander and explore, and rub and caress and there was love biting, and more and more desire just pouring out of every second and exploding through my skin and then clothes began melting away and the touches more and more erotic and sensual, and he knew just every button to press and in just the right way and I was learning a million things at the speed of light as our bodies were quivering and pulsing with every gyration and sensitive stimulation. And throughout it all, we were entirely in tune with what the other wanted and vocalized our passions and our yearnings to make something that was more than anything else imaginable. My entire body was actually tingling as if I was about to spontaneously combust and burst into flames and energy! And he asked my permission every step of the way and I loved every second! Afterward, he kept saying how awesome I was!!!! It was the best experience beyond what I ever could have imagined, above and beyond the best first time that anyone ever could have asked for, and the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life. I am a whole new person now and I could actually die happy tomorrow if the Universe so chose. P.S. An interesting little detail. I stopped before i was finished, and I think it made it even better. P.S.S. I still feel terrible about it because of the situation, but somehow that is completely separate from the sheer perfection, elation, bliss, euphoria and ecstasy that happened early this morning.
