Why does this turn me on so much?

About a month ago this kid Zach in my grade who i hate and hates me started dating my older stepsister. We had this big thing last year, but that's not relevant. So, everytime that they are at my house they are always doing something sexual. Im positive he does this on purpose when ever im around them because the moment i walk into the room he always starts making out with her or grabs her ass or boobs. But its like constantly, I rarely see them together when they're not kissing or practically having sex. Ill give an example. One time I walked into the living room while they were watching tv and Zach immediately sets my stepsister on his lap. They start making out and soon enough Zach starts feeling her boobs. I wanted to leave but for some strange reason I couldn't. It was making me so horny even though I tried to tell myself that it's my stepsister and a guy that I really hate. After about 5 minutes I finally decided to leave and I could her them having sex from the other room. I was incredibly aroused but I wish I wasn't. Another thing that gets me aroused is this album that they have on facebook. Its all pictures of them kissing and doing sexual things with eachother. Its basically 2 pages of them making out in all different positions, Zach holding her boobs, Zach holding her with her ass right on his crotch, them in the middle of a dry hump, and him pulling her shirt up.I wish I could say that I never look at it but that would be a lie. It just gets me so aroused that I can't stay away. The thing that pisses me off about this whole thing is the fact that my stepsister knows we hate eachother yet she still goes at it with him. Would anyone get off like this or am I just a total freak?

 

People having sex with each other is a natural turn-on. It's a deeply-ingrained evolutionary response designed to make sure you get your seed in there too. Don't worry too much about it, just find your own girl to fuck.

 

1. The appeal of the forbidden fruit
2. You are a nasty, sinful pervert and should be ashamed of yourself. Get thee to the nearest church and repent at once!

 

after speaking with my penis, he says,.. "fuck it"...

 

Dude,
As a Man of God I say you are absolved.

Peace Out,
Rev J

 

he is showing off.... marking a territory and subconsciously revelling in the fact that he is having something you will never get.

but for your part, watching stuff like that is a big turn on for many of us.. i`m not saying you are into your step sister in that way but does the fact that she is your step sister enter your mind and is part of what is turning you on or is it just that you are witnessing sexual activity ?

 

Sounds to me like he is purposely doing this to get your goat. I say to ignore it. It's getting to you. Let it go.

Unfortunately, your stepsister is the one who is really getting the short end of the deal. He may be using her to get to you. I don't know what your relationship is like with her, but if you can talk, tell her that you think he is using her. He sounds like a creep.

 

its kind of the fact that shes my stepsis that turns me on i mean im not some wierdo like that its just a really wierd kind of arousal.

 

we actually have a really good relationship but she is pretty clingy and id be kind of uncomfortable discussing it with her. She really likes him so if I tried to butt in she would probably end up getting mad at me. Shes been known to do that over her bf's.

 

i admire your openness, but has there ever been anything happen between you two.. i.e. flirting or more ?

 

Me and my stepsister? Well, we knew eachother before our parents got married and I used to be pretty much in love with her. I'm not sure if she felt the same about me at the time, but that was like 5 years ago so the feelings have definitely faded since then but not completely. I will always see her as a beautiful woman, stepsister or not, but it is impossible for an intimate relationship to exist now that we are related.

 

yes i understand, i find it kinda hot that you are getting a buzz out of seeing her getting some, so to speak.
so do you find yourself going out of your way to see stuff they are doing ?

 

Not out of my way, they're usually at my house so its hard to avoid... I'd say I find myself having trouble walking away from it, as creepy as that may sound.

 

it doesnt sound creepy to me, i`d have the same problem walking away from something i found arousing

 

Yeah, thanks for understanding where im coming from, I thought I would get bashed on this. I mean, whenever I watch porn and see other people doing the same thing it's just not as pleasurable. I don't know if its the fact that I used to be obsessed with her or the fact that I could never have any kind of intercourse with her. But there is also a jealousy factor to it. I mean someone that I hate getting the only thing I can't have? I don't know why but it just seems so oddly arousing.

 

Incest!!!!!!! :biggrin:

 

yeah i understand where you`re coming from, and yes its hard to explain the feelings behind it jealous of it but aroused at the same time... kinda complex,
sorry for all the questions but do you find yourself hating him more for the activity you are seeing or are you thinking.. yeah fk her hard lol... know what i mean ?

 

Next time just don't leave the room. Stay and see what happens

 

Its all good, keep asking em it'll help me figure this out. Well, I wouldn't say I hate him more, if anything less, I'm not sure why though. Actually I kind of do think of it that way in a sense. I get these strong feelings of jealousy that manifest themselves through sexual arousal. So I would definitely say that I don't hate him as much as I did. It's just such a strange situation my emotions are all over the map.

 

well if it wasnt for the fact that you are now related you would be more than happy to be in his place banging the hell out of her haha, its almost like you are living through his actions in a way.
do you think she knows that you get turned on by all this and encourages him to act this way in front of you ?
because she too could be getting off on the fact that she is teasing you.