kinda would like some opinions on. When i was 11, i was reading a book for school on my couch about 11-12 at night, when all of a sudden i heard my name whispered a few times. this kind of freaked me out, but i got back to my reading. Then it got cold in the room, so i went to get my blanket and i was pushed from behind onto my bed and these chills went throughout my body. so i run back to the living room and here my name called again, and i look to my hallway, a tall black figure with a freddy krueger style hat on and a long coat was standing there, he then went to my back door and stood for a second, and left. i heard my name whispered a few times throughout the night but other than that he didn't return throughout the years after that, i woke up once to him laying beside me in my bed, with glowing red eyes and a grin on his face, kinda freaked me out and i jumped out of bed. around my 18th birthday, i had a dream where i was on the computer on "notepad" and it typed in, would you like to talk to a spirit, i put yes. and all of a sudden all kinds of weird symbols start scrolling down the screen. i was sucked into a vortex and was watching this creature, playing with my limbs on puppet strings. i freaked out and woke up. and then the next year around my 19th b day, i would be walking down the street with these black orbs following me, hearing scratches in my walls and attic and such. hearing voices. one in particular coming from the b ack bedroom saying " i am a murderer" i told him he cant chill here if he is like that he then said "okay i change my mind im not" and they would say someone is coming over and in the next few minutes they sure did pop up. and i would start going to sleep at night, and my bed would start shaking so i just slept on the couch, or the bed across from mine would shake with this mean voice coming from it. i finally just gained the guts to stick it out and layed on my bed, and the shaking began, and this boy was standing over my head singing lullabies to me. i was like wtf. i saw this grey figure in my basement who kept trying to open my closet door. i guess he wasn't strong enough. i started hearing knocking at the doors, saying "let us in man come on let us in" or voices outside when the kruger hat guy was fucking with me telling him to leave me alone and all that. i went to my basement one time and saw a shadow dancing on the wall with a mechedy. just weird stuff like this.... and around that time i would experience black outs and not rememeber and know about any of what happened until i was told 3-4 days later. we were messing with tarot and ouija boards alot then and having seances, and i was reading alot into the occult. could have something to do with it, since i was like 10 i had a fasination with it, and thats around the time that tophat man came along. i sometimes hear objects talking to me, my bed would say "hey fall into me and have great sleep in a feminine voice" and my tv said " please look at me, i did, and it said oh wow you can hear", or the fridge talked to me one time, saying ive got loads of food in here for you to eat, thats what im made for", it kinda gave me the belief objects have a mind of their own... lol. kinda weird. or music would be coming out of nowhere, just weird things like that. any opinions? or simlilar experiences.
If you can imagine it, it's possible-picasso I laughed at the "i'm a murderer" and then how he changed his mind I thought it was funny. But the rest is pretty frightening. Like as I was reading this I felt like there was a hand wrapped around my neck kind of choking me and I keep seeing something in the corner of my eye.
I am certain that a LOT of ppl will say I am full of bs etc etc and that one only draws what one wants - BUT that beging said... You being at that young age, were at an actual perfect age to unintentionally, but effectively just the same, invite an entity into your life - especially if you were "messing with tarot and ouija boards alot then", as you say. Definitely your interest in the "occult" had everything to do with what all eventually happened. I've been around a long time and I've seen a lot. Do NOT, repeat not mess with ouija boards - unless you WANT a dark entity to come on round and possibly take over, according to how strong you both are - or how weak you are. It could not possibly hurt you to get your house cleansed, if you know of anyone that could do it. and definitely, I'd say you were "not like this entity" and it was quite interested in your life force. You should learn by rote memory the Lord's Prayer - and say it with sincerity.
I don't think these experiences are necessarily negative buddy. Next time you have an experience like this, my suggestion to you is to remain objective. Don't let your animalistic fear control your actions if you can. If the entity seems negative, don't give in. Remain positive. There is a possibility you will extract a valuable life experience, or at least expand your knowledge of the supernatural I suggest you read about shadow people. The man with the fedora is a common vision.
I agree with the full of shit theory myself. If you were telling the truth you wouldn't be so darn silly about it. A person confronted with an evil spirit that dresses like freddy krueger isn't going to tell them they cant chill here like its just some annoying neighbor that always bogarts the joint or something. lol
i guess it sounds silly to people who never experienced things like that, but this stuff really happened. blah blah blah full of shit, okay have you opinion but here is my analyzation on the whole deal. the first one, when i was 11 was real, and throughout the years came back to mess wtih me. the inanimate objects talking and voices, were probably hallucinations from psychiatric drugs being given to me, i took some wellbutrin that i was prescribed at one time chewed up alot of extended release, and i started seeing the ghosts and hearing weird voices again, erowid said it can make you hallucinate. so half real half just drug induced.
this one time the dark entity in the top hat came and was messing with me, but i smiled at it and it turned into a pink orb and i started feeding it love and niceness and it was warm and fuzzy, and then it left. what if it is like a psychic vampire? woahh.
The mind is a powerful thing. It's amazing how far the imagination will run if it's able and you let it... add drugs and you're going to see/hear all kinds of crazy shit.