I went to this party at the LGBT center at my school. It was a really gay affair. I met a lot of cool people there and was interacting with everyone while eating and such. Everyone was standing around talking and meeting people. So I start talking to this African-American guy named D - freshman like me. And a little later, we were joined by his friend - also a freshman. He introduces his friend N, who bares a striking resemblance in both appearance and personality to someone at my high school, except better in key ways. And both of them are exactly my height . We're all talking for a while, and then the party breaks up. D goes to hit the frats, and N decides to join me for this crazy secret society meeting on defending the dorms from zombies. Then we were transported to the courtroom from Alice in Wonderland, and the mad hatter was presiding. There were tree stumps on the 4th floor of the main college building and I got to make an impromptu speech on marcel duchamp for 1/30 of a second (the inverse of how many people were in the room as per the constitution. So, much hilarity ensued, and all the while, N and I are getting really close. I put my arm around him at one point and he was resting his head on me, and our legs were rubbing against one another sensually. When that ended, we went back to his place. He added me on facebook right there, and saw that I was in a relationship with a girl, but he didn't care. He was momentarily confused (as he had thought I was gay). But then he wanted me to sit on his bed next to him and for us to 'watch a movie'... when his roommate came in. So, we headed back to the quad - where I live. On our way there, we ran into D, who was "a little tipsy". We all headed into the quad. There, we ran into a small group of intoxicated persons, one of which was racist and French and was looking for a girl to "hauve zex wizs in zee azz"! And he certainly found one too! She was walking pretty funny when she came out of his dorm about forty minutes later! There was much discussion of gayness and video games and different things, and it was all very funny. It slowly cleared out and by three thirty in the morning, it was just us three again. At which point, I asked how the two of them had met. They looked at each other, and then N blurted out, "we hooked up on Wednesday". They had apparently met at a party and had sex that night. (Bear in mind that it was now only Friday / early Saturday). I was a little surprised...lol. So after a bit of discussion it came out that I was a virgin and we joked and laughed about different things. Then, out of nowhere, N was like, "We should all go back to D's single and just have some awesome threesome sex." I guess we were all pretty attracted to one another by that point, and they had been handing out condoms at the party! But I was in a relationship! The look on my face answered for me, and so, they decided to begin to convince me a bit, or explain their reasoning. D apparently liked my goatee, and N thought I was really cute. Time passed, and we started walking back to D's place. It had been pretty much settled that the threesome was not happening. At the door of D's place, N turned to me and begged me one more time to come in, but I said goodnight. He went in after D...yeah they were still going to go have sex! I walked back to my room alone, and a few times, glanced over my shoulder. When I got back, I just felt so confused. If it hadn't been for my love of my girlfriend, I would have done it. And it would probably have been a fantasy come true!!! could have been the middle guy! That's like my prime imagined position! They were really charming and sweet, both of them. Very down-to-earth and nice. Very open to me and very, very hot. I feel like I missed out on a once-in-a-lifetime, cross it off my list experience. What do you think?
Summary: two guys wanted to have sex with me in a threesome that would have been my ultimate gay fantasy come true. And yet, I said no because I'm in a relationship.. I know that I did the right thing, but FUCK does it feel terrible. They were perfect and it's hilarious that they went to go have sex anyway without me...could it have been a mistake to say no? If I get another chance, will I take it? What ever happened to free love? How the heck did this happen to me? What would you have done? Do i call them?
