Hey guys I'm new to this stuff (Molly) But I want to make sure I'm doing it right. First off I get it 80$ for 1.6g's I'm pretty sure thats a good price. What I buying is this brown crystal stuff not sure how else to describe it. Second I rap it in a zig-zag (about .25) and swallow it with some water, in about 5 mins I start feeing it. The high - When it first starts to hit me I feel kinda sick to my stomahce so I drink water to calm it down, then everything just starts feeling amazing and I clentch my jaw and continuously throughout the whole night I keep un clentching and re clentching. I always seem to end up outside because it's just where I feel like I need to be and I almost always end up taking my shirt off because the nights are cooling down as the summer ends, I also find myself laying on someone elses chest of both sexes and holding they're hands or playing with they're hair it makes me feel very connected with them like I've never been before and if I'm not laying with people I'm climbing trees or laying in the cool grass feeling like a god. I don't smoke weed on it because it makes me think to much in my head and not be social. The effects last about 2 hours before I can feel them slowly coming down. The comedown - I like to smoke weed during the comedown because it helps me sleep when I crash in te early mornings. The next day I have MAJOR mood issues and head ahces, Once I even ended up crying over an ex girlfriend who I havn't thought about in over 2 months. I know depression can be a side effect so it doesn't worry me because the day after that I start to return to normal. Does everything here check out ? All and any input is wanted and appreciated
sounds like a description of doing mdma to me, but it should last longer and it shouldn't be brown and the crash/next day of real mdma isn't that horrible. Sounds like you're getting some other shitty stimulant. Brown crystal stuff???
Mdma can be brownish and yes real mdma can cause hangovers, the length of your experience is the only thing I find dubious here. But rereading you said slowly coming down, is it about 4-6 hrs total? If so sounds good.
I know that decent Molly doesn't necessarily always have to be bright sparkling white, but could the brown indicate impurities that might be contributing to the crash/hangover? I don't crash from the batch I've tried a few times which surprised me because methylone made me crash hard so I assumed Molly would... especially since I'm a recovering long time SSRI user, haha. Otherwise, it sounds about right to me. I usually finish peaking at about 2 hours as well and slowly trail off for the next 3 or so.
Some people are just more suceptible to hangovers and the more you do it and with the more frequency you do it hangovers tend to happen more. MDMA gives me a hangover, I actually tend to feel less hungover with cut ecstasy pills (unless its meth or bzp)
I have a few times, its still rolling but I don't like it. If someone wants to day roll with me I'm down but I would never choose to day roll.
I seem to have different come downs and hangovers when I day trip/roll and am going to be awake for another 8 hours or so after coming down, as opposed to at night when I usually try to sleep sometime at the end of the comedown. "Try" being the operative word in some cases like 2c-e and acid.
Yah well I find with ecstasy things like a sore jaw are more pronounced the following day but as far as depression goes MDMA is way worse for me. From what I've gathered I usually take 2 pills of ecstasy which average about 150-180 mgs of mdma if its good and I preferably take 250 mgs of MDMA of molly. Ecstasy usually fucks me up more, its weird. There are alot of garbage pills but there are some chemists who know how to make a fucking pill. I go with MDMA these days because its cheaper and more reliable but I miss ecstasy a bit. I know what you mean about the day trip vs. Night trip. Mdma is not the same drug to me during the day as night unlike alot of the hallucinogens.
Yeah! I think I've only rolled 3 times at night on MDMA or methylone out of probably 10 times combined, and it really does make a difference. I'm honestly having a hard time feeling this one out, but I think I may have had less anxious and more comfortable rolls at night. Next time I'll definitely roll at night and try to pay more attention. Definitely with caffeine too because MDMA sedates me so much at points I want to take a nap at like 3pm in the middle of the roll.
Yeah, it may also help with the anxiety and introvertedness I usually experience since I feel less confident overall when I'm cloudy and sedated if that makes sense... and caffiene is usually pretty euphoric on its own for me in the first place. Set, setting, and state of mind really seem to matter with this one moreso than other psyches, so maybe it's not me having a bad reaction afterall, I just have to get the combo right which is why I haven't given up on it yet.
yeah state of mind, which I consider part of set is important with MDMA. Especially if you do it solo I find I have to always be doing something. Very rarely can I just sit and enjoy my thoughts like hallucinogens and there's not strong enough visual distortions to close my eyes and lay down or look at a tree for a half hour. At concerts, raves or around a few people there is usually enough stimulus where I don't get the anxious 'don't know what to do now' feeling tho.
