you can go clean from them.. LOok,, been there done that.. ive never been sick for more than a single day, and I believe that sickness couldnt be much different in anyone else.. its a matter of will.. Bout 8 month ago, I was doing alot of OC,, but never what I see being downed by some of you, young adults. no offense.. I dont get it??.. now Im not going to go into a big ditrib, listen I was in iraq longer than you was in high school. Im a pretty fucked up dude, but Im moderately healthy. plan to stay that ways. I dont bring my heath and addiction problems to the interweb cause i cant say I really have any?... What gives? Seriously tonight the first time i did some OC in like 8 months, and I have a 20mg oxycontin script a month, so no problem there. but thats my side income. In my mind the money is more important, way more power comes with that money, near $1XXX.XX,, so tell me this? If your getting money or a sickness what would you rather take?.. so anyways, earlier I was doing kung fu and fractured my finger, Its one them 72hr fractres, more like a sprain.. but to be on the safe side, I visit ER .. get some xrayz, and confirmed sprains, `10mg OC to go.. dr orders.. so there go my dry spell.. I could very well pop one my 20mg, but that would defeat the purpose, and I know I will not, Ill wake up later and be just fine. And hopefully I will not need to use any pain medicine til I have an emergency.. think this to about yourself.. One day, your going to be in real pain and gonna need some them medications, Kinda hard to give you any, when it will not be strong enough to do anything.. I feel good right now, but I think its much safer to spread out the use of opiates, Its such a beautiful high.. It cant be beautiful if you dont allow it to wear off, like ebb and flow mangs..
Every negative feeling from WDs fades away eventually. Just have to give it time. Which is the one thing you never want to give it.
I've gone a year clean before and still craved them. Life just didn't feel as fulfilling is it did while high.
I feel for u man. It's like u want to get clean but u know just one pill can take away all your pain and depression I feel like I can't live with out getting high on opiates. I'm fucked up
I've got nearly 6 months clean from opiates, and i gotta say, i do miss it sometimes. but i can say for sure that i dont miss being sick, it never gets easier. i was someone who shot dope and i gotta say, it wasnt fun. going from high to sick, high to sick, or just plain old fuckin SIIIIICK for days. theres really no easy way around it. i dunno, from my personal experience id say stop before you get totally sucked in to the world of opiates, its just not worth it. tho the high is sheer bliss and nothing compares to shooting a bag of dope. its just not worth it! so with that said, good luck to you! i wish you all the best. oh and that "void" your speaking of, will go away, if you do some work to make it go away. all in all, it takes time. exercise, read, study something new, do anything to fill your head with thoughts of something other than nodding out.
I'm doin' well. I feel much much better mentally and physically. I did do a couple rcs since but i'm spacing it far out and not doing nearly as much does wise as before. I think I just got a little carried away. It got out of hand pretty fast. Everyone be safe and remember moderation is the key! -your right,if your clean and are not feeling sick thats good.If you want to indulge again remember try to only keep using to 1-2 days at the most then take a break for awhile this seems to work best for everyone I know after 2-3 days or more of using your asking for it all over again.I know most people hate even thinking about working out or exercising when your sick but it's the best thing you can do for your body during sickness and after.
i agree. withdraw depends on the person and their will power. i have experienced that painful withdraw filled with anxiety and restlessness years ago, but once i experienced it & once it became known i never have felt that again. i have seen close dope fiends cry and roll into balls, turn beat red, veins popping out of their face for days. i have seen close fiend on the same level as the crying one, not have any sort of physical problems the first week, completely mental, completely why she relapsed too. addiction is in your mind, you and manipulate your mind to make you feel like you need this drug. when i take opiates i do not tell myself that i need them; that is the problem for most; i know that i want them. and wants are not needs. everything you do has a consequence bad or good, as long as your know your consequences before hand you could be ok. the fact of the matter is all drugs are not for some people and they get a hold of them.
