(A little long, go right to third paragraph for the point) Right now I am at a strange place in my life. I feel lost and confused and directionless. Im sure some, if not all, of you can relate. Ive been growing more and more disillusioned with drugs, drug culture and the people around me. Needless to say I havent felt like tripping much lately, and my last psychedelic experience was not especially great. There are a lot of things in my head that I need to sort out. I am slowly realizing that no one is going to help me or do it for me, I need to work it out. Thinking about the problems has brought me to some conclusions, but nothing seems to turn it around. I decided that the best solution will be a solo trip, with the goal of finding my true self, my real desires and direction at this point in my life. That being said, I have come into a surplus of materials, in one way or another. Right now I have in my possession 5.2 grams of mushrooms (over a year old, but still pretty good) ~150 mgs of MDA, and ~30 mgs of 2c-b. I also have ~40mgs of DMT which belongs to a friend. I can get as much weed as I want. Ive never taken 2c-b before, but Im excited to try it. MDA left a bad taste in my mouth ( literally) the last time I took it I threw up, and that was my last psychedelic experience. Mushrooms I havent taken in over a year, but the still ring true to me if that makes sense. so I have all this stuff, and I cant make up my mind how to take it. I want to have a moving psychedelic experience, one that i actually come away having gained from. If you were me, how would you do it? 2c-b by itself? a combo of mushrooms and 2c-b? all three? dose one, the dose another halfway through? what is the most soul searching dose? help me HF.
For soul searching I would eat all the mushrooms in a dark room with no music and smoke some DMT towards the end or peak if you wish of the mushroom trip, I would wait for a day where you just want to trip lightly and split the 2cb with someone else, and you should send the MDA to me. You could mix some 2cb with the mushrooms but I think you may reach a point where you are just 'tripping out' as opposed to get any serious soul searching done if you do that.
since the DMT isn't his that wouldn't be nice unless his friend just has grams upon grams of the stuff. I'd say take the 5.2 gs of shrooms, chances are you'll be tripping hard enough anyways to the point where you wouldn't need the DMT.
the DMT isnt mine, but its not a big deal if I take it, he doesnt want it right now. I really curious to try 2cb, but Im afraid it might not be psychedelic enough, you know? Mushrooms are phenomenal for this kind of thing, but Ive taken a lot of them and the trip kind of has that taint of having been used so many times for fun, and I dont want to have those kind of trips anymore. Honestly MDA isnt very interesting to me, its like in between MDMA and LSD, with none of the great aspects of either. Maybe I should just take the 2cb, and keep the mushrooms on hand in case it doesnt get me quite there?
HAHA why ask us if you are not going to even listen? 2cb is not a very effective drug for soul searching, have you ever taken mushrooms in the pitched black before ? and seriously with the MDA if you don't want it PM me.
Im bouncing ideas, man, thinking aloud in a way. This is how I make up my mind. But you dont think 2cb solo is a good idea? from what Ive been reading its very entactogenic, but also empathogenic, so it could go either way. I dont do illicit things over the internet, sorry. Its strange how difficult it is to get, isnt it? In my opinion its the most accessible trip around, ranks with LSD as far as recreational potential, I dont know why it isnt really popular. Maybe I will just take the mushrooms, say fuck it. Ive never taken more than an eighth, this would certainly be new territory.
oh yah 5 grams is a whole nother level and taken in the dark adds this mystical element, plus it works like sensory deprivation almost and your mind creates images that you don't see with the lights on or during the day and it feels like your body practically disappears. 2cb is entactogenic that's why I said split it with someone else, its not very deep though and it has yet to move me the way mdma does , ive maxed out at 25 mgs.
I've done Mushrooms and 2c-b together. It was my first time taking 2c-b though and it was a pretty low dose so it was hard to tell each drugs separate feelings apart. But over all it was a lovely night. But if you have not done the 2c-b before I suggest you take it separate from any other drug. I prefer to get a feel for each individual drug before combining them.
I just could not turn down the fresh mushrooms which were offered to me for free. Yummmmm. But in retrospect I should have saved the 2c-b for later in the night or another night. haha
