Yeah yeah, i know. It probably couldn't happen, but sometimes when I'm trippin, RC's just sketch me out, like i get scared ill wake up with a 3rd nut or my spleen will burst or something, and have to go to the hospital explaining I'm on a mysterious re.search ch.emical from the aliens at the other end of the post.. Anyone else know what I'm sayin? Probably just paranoia.. ima go get stoned. :willy_nilly:
I once thought 2c-E was causing my body to shut down, because I could actually feel and hear my blood stop flowing and my organs stop functioning. As it turns out, I was just tripping my balls off
Yes, I was yakked on monkey dust and thought every cop was out to get me. That and I've had dreams about what you're referring too. OD, go to hospital, "SON, WHAT ARE YOU ON?", "I HAVE NO IDEAAAAAAAAAA"
I did foxy at a rave event recently and there were a bunch of police that showed up. I almost threw away my personal stash several times because I thought that they would search me, even though they would have no reason to. Also, on the drive home I convinced myself I heard sirens several times. A fun time though!
Methylone always got me pretty anxious and paranoid but not because I felt it was doing harm to my body, just anxiety about life in general or usually about nothing at all. It wasn't at all like a rough patch in a normal trip that I could talk myself out of, it would just give me this overwhelming feeling of abject despair and anxiety that felt like my whole body was stinging or like icewater running through my veins. It happened 3-5 times per roll and each episode lasted about 3 minutes. Very intense and unpleasant, all I could do was ride it out. Most certainly the worst side effect i've experienced so far on RCs or any drug for that matter. Needless to say, my endeavors with methylone have been put on indefinite hiatus.
I posted it somewhere else but here seems more fit... 5 meo dmt didn't make me paranoid while on it but I ended up in a psychiatric hospital for a week about 2 1/2 weeks after using it. I did use nitrous for like 2 hours one day after that and some oxy as well as weed, so i can't blame it solely on the 5 meo dmt but I know I wasn't the same after it.
my battery is low on this iPod touch, not trying to keep you in suspense but I'll pm you tomorrow about it. Not something Im proud to be parading on about.
Ha, i feel your pain. I go through the same thought loops. Yeah, well i can imagine that, i've gone on 4-5 day amphetamine binges, it does suck, but im glad yours didn't last to horribly long. Good decision on the hiatus, keep it up bud. You can always come back to it later, but keep the binges short and spaced out. That's a bummer man, sorry to hear that. I'm interested in the story too though. Havent tried it myself, but from what i've read its quite a bit stronger then DMT, so i can see how it would definitely be hard to integrate. You seem fine to me now though, any long term effects? ---- Also, with the paranoia thing, anyone ever get paranoid about there friends finding out about there RC use? When i first brought up RC's to friend before i even had tried them, it just got me a lot of weird looks like "wtf, really? ingesting research chems from people you never met across seas?" Ever sense then i dont really bring it up, but me a one or two others indulge quite requestnly. I think its the crazy names that scare people. Sometimes they scare me too. =P
