Here is my debut post. I stumbled on this site a couple days ago and became addicted pretty quickly. It got me thinking about my own sexuality. So, I thought this would be appropriate for my first post. I've seen a posts that ask how many partners people have had... this is a little more detailed. OK. Here it is for the world to see: my dirty black book, my hook up list, whatever you want to call it. I've been thinking about my sexual past and made a list to reflect on. I've learned several things. Maybe I'm hoping that posting this will be some sort of therapy. I don't know, but here it is: 2000 AR - kiss(1), sex(1) - Church 2001 TH - kiss(2) - Church BJ - kiss(3) - School 2003 (married) MJ - kiss(4), sex(2) - Church 2007 (divorced) HH - kiss(5), sex(3) - Church CP - kiss(6), sex(4) - Church AB - kiss(7) - School 2008 MW - kiss(8), sex(5) - Church CC - kiss(9), sex(6) - Work (customer) KH - kiss(10), sex(7) - Craigslist RP - kiss(11), sex(8) - Craigslist JN - kiss(12) Craigslist 2009 LC - kiss (13), sex(9) - Craigslist LL - kiss(14), sex(15) - Christian Mingle CM - kiss(15), sex(10) - MySpace AI - kiss(16), sex(11) - Craigslist MH - kiss(17) - Church TW - kiss(18) - sex(12) - Match DP - kiss(19) - sex(13) - Church TM - kiss(20) - sex(14) - Adult Friend Finder 2010 BB - kiss(21) - sex(16) - OKCupid BH - kiss(22) - Church The thing that stands out to me the most is that apparently I didn't deal with my divorce as well as I thought I did. It changed me from mature, good church boy to a rebellious, horny teen. Plus, all my online encounters look pretty pathetic. Let's just say my job and social circle were very limiting. I'm still pretty torn between my good boy side and my sexual side. As I'm sure you'll learn with time to come, I'm attracted to a lot of naughty pleasures that don't set well with the "good boy" image. My friends and family would die if they knew about this list, much less my fantasies that I often time, desperately want to make reality! ha. If I could only find a promiscuous good girl... does she exist? And just as importantly, does she live near me!? Feel free to post your own lists and do your own reflections. I'm interested in hearing about others. Obviously, women are more interesting to me
