Failed efforts

Should I smile because all the pain is gone or cry for the possibility i may have reached numbness. I thank the people, the noise, the silence, the experiences for opening my eyes, but blame them for closing my heart.


you see, i don't trust you
you hurt me before
im spilling my heart out
and look at you, laughing on the floor.

im serious. i mean it. Caution: I'm personal
I can hear your degradations of me
Self hatred fills my head so full.

I only want to emit what's beautiful
What I believe to be right.
I breathe and grow in spirals.
Lets show the bad some light.

I'm different you know,
I know that everyone's different..
But I'm different than everyone,
to me this, you slowly show.

There's something that's inside
It's pulling, jumping up and down.
I think it's my conscience
I subconsiencely hide.

I want to understand
But I rather go play in the snow.
I need to really get it done.
Instead of watching it in the air just...flow.

You really love me,
I see how much you care
You see, you're the only chance
To show me what's not been there.

I told you I was open, look at my little neon sign.
Let's take it with us...
We'll look at it from time to time.

Hey, ya know, it says open.
lets leave my heart behind.
Let's just keep walking please.
We don't need to look inside.

But now I feel regretful.
I've living this portrait of me we've posed.
My heart, it's all the way back there.
And we've stolen the sign, look, it's closed.

With us, we have the sign, and I'm so sorry I always change my mind.
But all we have to do is walk back to the beginning to see my heart inside.

<3

 

It shines at times. Just don't let rhyme dictate content.

 

yea i think i did get a little carried away.. I said what I needed to say anyway. Thanks for your input
<3

 

hmmm poetry.

 

It is the very notion that we could somehow lose our Heart that comprises the veils that obscure it.

eMBeMLaHV!

 

that is a very nice poem. the trick is, to remain open to the world, while fully confident in yourself. Ya just got to learn to not give anyone the power to affect you, unless it's a close friend or love or something. Then it's great to be completely open.