Not gay but wanna be

I've read both his threads and I'm kinda hoping he is!

 

pleh, unused vagina here, any takers??

Actually, i'll just pop over to the sex forum :leaving:

 

if he is then i should hope he is less troubled atleast, i also read the other thread and was disturbed by the animal sadism, no offence to the pro sadism crowd lol jk( on the no offence part). regardless he is atleast an outlier if he is telling the truth and boring if hes trolling. at most psycotic either way. my one question to him... did you have a christian/ religeous upbringing. please answer honestly, i have a theory on such things

 

That is correct. Of all the things I've learned in my life, I am most certain of this:
YOU CANNOT FIGHT YOUR ORIENTATION

I tried everything. I tried dating girls, but I ended up breaking the hearts of two great girls who didn't deserve that type of pain. Same thing when I tried guys, more people got hurt. My relationships with humans, if you can even call them relationships, never had a chance to become sexual. I hated myself for YEARS. I tried suicide three times (almost succeeded twice) That is not an easy thing to be admitting to, but it illustrates how badly I wanted to change

No matter how hard I tried, I could not change who I am. Even now, I'd go "straight" if I could. I cannot describe to you how much it hurts to be scorned by most of society. My orientation could even land me in jail in some states. So if I could change my orientation, hell fuckin yeah I would. But I cannot.

If anything, consider yourself lucky. You are considered "normal" by most everyone. You don't have to deal with gay bashers who will kick your ass just because you are attracted to your own sex.

You don't have to worry about people throwing rocks through your window with "animal abuser" written on them. You don't have to worry about someone killing your dog to "save" it from you.

You aren't scorned by society. Don't fight your orientation, because you will lose. Be happy you are "normal".

 

Be happy you are "normal". [/QUOTE]
no offence to you or our dear author here but he wouldn t be described as very normal, even by his own admission, by the by some scientist actually claims to have found the gay gene so it really is genetic( if the guy on religulous was for real)
srry i havent really figured out quoting...noob

 

Normality is a myth. We are all different from one another, but we have things in common. To fight difference is to fight our minds and to blither in ignorance. Ignorance, is not bliss, it is hell. Sorry if I was sounding like a drearing idiot last night, lol, I was a bit off my pipe and away from reality. A trip so bad that I couldn't understand myself type, thus I came up with explanations of my feelings about as poor as my top buyer, lol.

Anyways, I did want to be gay, but that is an impossibility, down there, Harry just doesn't hop up when he sees a boy in tight jeans... no... He only likes girls in tight jeans. Emotionally, I am gay. I suppose, anyways. Sexually I am straight, because I came out straight, *(Yes, I slid right out guys... You've got to pay the troll toll to get to the boys hole...) but emotionally I will take anyone I can get to keep me happy, essentially on an emotional level, I like my friends that are boys as much as a man who loves his brother. It's like a bond not by blood but by friendship, per say.

 

Sounds like you should really seek some professional counseling and and examination for early mental illness. Maybe this is not about being gay or straight but a beginning of a delusional pattern of behavior. I was first diagnosed with schizophrenia when I was like 21, so maybe your having psychiatric problems if you fear masturbation and things like that. Thats Just my advise sounds like your rather confused about your emotional and physical attractions to the genders?