Tomorrow been almost a year since my last trip, not because of avaliability, I just haven't had the urge until today when my friend asked if i wanted shrooms, so i bought a quarter now I can't wait.
Not even a small dose of something to brighten up the fireworks? well, I'll stare at my walls extra hard for you
I'm not eating the whole quarter btw, Ill be in a park with thousands of people and police watching fireworks for some point of the trip, and I'm gonna give some friends some depending on who wants to trip. this is the same park I spend hours in during all of my trips, so I'm not too worried about the setting being too chaotic, and I only live about 3-4 blocks away if I do get uncomfortable. I wish I could explain how perfect of a location my house is for a psychonaut, 2 blocks away theres a valley/forest that stretches on for miiiiles, with a river, trees, and some wildlife like deer. 3 blocks from my house there is a HUGE park (where fireworks will be) with 4 baseball diamonds, a playground, skatepark, soccer field, and pool. and its deserted by midnight.
fun fun fun Strong shrooms, ate around 2 grams reached +3,Timed it pretty bad and ate them an hour or two early, ended up being nearly sober with a sooooooooore back watching the fireworks from my house. I also learned not to treat shrooms like lsd (again, its been awhile). large crowds and public setting and police are much better suited for lsd. I've ridden on the subway on a much stronger dose of lsd during rush hour and was fine. I walked through the valley with a friend who was also tripping along a creek for the comeup, ending up right at the entrance of the carnival they had setup in the park where the fireworks were being set off (this is still during the day, around 7pm and T+1:25). so I felt grounded enough to take a walk through the carnival on the way to my house. Lol. As soon as we walked into the middle of the carnival we both started breathing heavy and almost instantly got shot from +1 to a +3,starting to have trouble walking, noodle legs, I was losing my ability to make sense of my vision, I could see, but it was like sitting watching a movie, or looking at a painting...I had a hard time convincing myself I was part of the images in front of my, and that I can interact with them, I probably could have looked directly infront of me and still walked into a tree. Now I'm starting snap into rational thought, This feel alot like the starting of my previous egoloss experiences. how does this look...two teenagers walking blind basically, giggling. we need to get out quick, so we basically mumbled to each other about how its getting hard to breath and that we should leave, as soon as we left the park and made it to the street shit calmed down. walked a few blocks home and chilled, smoked a few bowls, waited for more people to showup then watched the fireworks. would have made a more formal/detailed trip report but that was the only notable part of the trip, you all know how the rest goes no need in explaining. I plan on taking lsd for the first time in 2 years in a few weeks, can't wait to be reunited with my favorite chemical of all time
just realized what the fks the reason for Canada and fireworks to be going on at this time of year? you guy celebrate Americas bday too?
July 1 = Canada day < July 4th Americas birthday.....yeah thank you America for fighting off the English.
This is probably an old post, but I feel weird around people I don't know on mush. This post may be way overdue. Tell me how ya felt.
I did mushrooms and fireworks this weekend as well, I think it is one of the best fireworks drugs. I can't wait for Aug!!! We have a fest that is sponsored by a local fireworks stand, they do better shows there then for the state's functions.
I too got down on some fungus and watched some fireworks. Ate 2 grams and marched downtown to join the festivities. The fireworks caught me during the come up but were still still beautiful to watch. I would jump everytime I would hear that "boom" noise, and then it would be immediately followed with ooohhuuhahaheh heh(the wacky mushroom giggle).
Im actually glad I watched from the house, the 1-2 second noise delay was cracking me up XD btw this trip inspired me to go out and buy some lsd, been almost two years
Well do you remember that break I took cause of panic attacks? I remember talking to you in pm's about it...If not I got a serious concussion around nov 15 2008...became anxiety ridden was diagnosed with ptsd and prescribed seroquel (didn't take it). went from my fear nothing, 4 grams of marijuana a day, tripping weekly self to a nervous wreck, couldnt take ONE hit of a spliff without a panic attack ect. So yea, marijuana panic attacks caused me to feel the worst I've ever felt, my bad trips don't even touch the sheer panic and PHYSICAL pain I felt...so I began to fear drugs only drinking maybe once a month. This went on for a couple months, marijuana being to intense kicked my ego to the curb and made me fear almost every drug, I mean 11 year olds can smoke weed and be fine. but then I got some Ketamine (the sedative effects and duration were what made me buy it) after a vile full of good experiences, and a new sense of bravery, acquired dmt and had my experiments with that...couple weeks later started smoking weed again couple weeks after did shrooms and I've been smoking daily since. I now realized I have nothing to fear and am confident I can handle it, I was in a very sensitive state for those months and a bad trip could have ended VERY VERY badly ...I'm actually more scared of shrooms but would much rather a 4 hour bad trip instead of a bad day.
awesome man, you have been given a second chance through these compounds arty: mushrooms are pretty terrifying anyone who is intimately familiar with them will agree
