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you give stoner kids a bad name

 

Day 30 of being clean now. Going to an NA meeting to get my 30 day tag and start my 90 meetings in 90 days.

 

You went to rehab for weed or something else?

 

Congrats! How are you feeling?

 

I'm feeling alright, kinda weird, not used to being clean. It's day 36 for me. Each day seems slow as hell but I'm adjusting. Felt like I was in the rehab center for only a day. The food there was complete bullshit. The staff didn't treat me like an animal like a couple of ya thought they would, they just treated me like an addict and gave me the best help they could. I was just offered to hit a blunt with my neighbor this morning, and didn't even question whether or not I wanted to smoke. I've been regularly going to NA which helps the days go by a little easier. I'm starting school tomorrow. I got my main goal accomplished, which was to be clean for at least a month before school so I could get a quality education. I can't wait to be living a normal life again getting everything back on track.

 

say, why did you go to rehab in the first place? was it because of weed? glad to hear everything is going well for you

 

I was meddling around with a lot of coke and a little bit of hard. I don't know I just wanted to quit doing all drugs and I knew I couldn't by my lonesome, so I got help to give me a jumpstart at the whole process.

 

I could quit all drugs if I truly needed too, i wouldnt have to sign my self up for rehab fuck that shit.

 

and ur a dick, but lets let not split hairs

 

i know its just who i am

 

The vast majority of people who I have heard say that have headed down a dark dangerous road of shit spiraling out of control. Most of those folks were arrogant teenagers who ended up sucking cock for drugs. Send pictures brah.

 

How would you know if you havent been addicted to "all drugs"?

 

Just thought I'd update how I'm doing with being sober and whatnot. 108 days without using drugs today. This has been the hardest/weirdest thing I've ever put myself through. When I was using I just kept piling on drug after drug into my brain without ever knowing who I really am and now I'm leaving that behind but with the knowledge that I did alter my mind in such a strange way. It is a miracle that I am not using today. I may still have rough days but they always pass into a much brighter day. Never thought I would've even made it this far, just thankful for a clear mind I guess, take it easy everyone.

 

hey, good to hear some good news! good job dude, and best of luck in the future as always

 

good for u man

drugs can be a fun ride but sometimes you just gotta get off

 

good job man!.. i mean i dont see myself quitting smoking for a few years, but i dont touch other stuff very often..

your a very strong person and you should be proud.. congrats man! :cheers2:

 

thank ya kindly

 

Thought I'd update again.

Wow, the first couple of years as a member on this website has successfully documented 99% of my using, true insanity.

Well after I got out of that treatment center, I stayed clean for 5 months, then decided to eat 5 hits of acid, because, "Acids not a drug." That's what I told myself to justify it. I ended up smoking marijuana again, and got to a point where I was ready to smoke crack or kill myself. The relapse lasted 4 days. I took my ass to an NA marathon meeting and cried and started out at day 1 all over again.

I have been clean ever since January 1st of 2009. I just got 18 months clean on July 1st. I graduated high school with 15 college credits. This Friday I'm going down to Florida with my mom to get on a cruise ship to celebrate my graduation. Next summer I'm moving to France. Things are going well, I'm loving my life in being exactly how I feel I should be. I do have a case of black dot poison ivy that I'm hoping will almost be cleared up by the time the cruise rolls around, if not, oh well people say that swimming in the ocean and being in the sun is a good remedy for poison ivy, so it works out pretty swell.

I know I'm playing with roadkill by posting on this thread again

 

good for you though.

 

hahahahahahaNO ....stfu purp.