Hi. My name is Matthias, or Matt. I was born in Halifax, Nova Scotia, and have since lived in Connecticut, Arizona, Switzerland and now Pennsylvania. I just graduated high school, and I have no idea what I'm going to do next, so I'm most likely going to community college. Before I do that, though, I will be spending 4-6 months in Ethiopia teaching english and math to young kids. I feel I need to learn responsibility, as well as gain a new perspective before I go to college. I have ADHD, "major" depression and possibly OCD, and I take Zoloft and Strattera. I also have ADHD. I like to read philosophy, mainly by greek and german authors, and for fiction I enjoy more modern writers such as Douglas Coupland and Chuck Palahniuk. I enjoy pretty much all music, but especially IDM artists such as Aphex Twin, Boards of Canada and U-Ziq. I also love underground hip hop, classical and some indie rock. For fun, I like swimming, programming, tagging and pretty much anything else. I used to think that I could find some meaning in life, and when I couldn't find it, I became a nihilist. Eventually, I realized that I had to give my life meaning. I try to be kind to others even when they do terrible things. I'm shy, but I generally like people. I joined this site so I could have a place to speak my mind without fear of censorship. That's pretty much it.
I'm Caroline or Flower and I love animals and being outside. And I like art and love to tie dye and make jewelry and have picnics in the cornfeild behing my house.. <3