over two months clean. i feel lost. POPPYTEA?

yikes

 

When I was getting clean, depression was by far the worst symptom for me. Although that doesn't help you now, I do want you to know that you will start feeling better. It really is just a matter of time before your body and mind adjust to not having opiates to spark the pleasure/happy centers of your brain. As for the pod tea- it lasts a long time, but is really addictive. Pod tea has more/different alkaloids, so sometimes people use it to fend off withdrawals. However, if you've been clean for over 2 months on subs, I would just ask for a higher dose of subs instead of using pods. *Also, the pods might not work as suboxone blocks opiate receptors. Either way, I think you just gotta stick through this sh*t period in your life and have faith that these periods don't last. I wish the best to you. Hope this helps.

 

I tried the tea once and my stomach just ached. I probably did it wrong. I am going to try Kratam next. I have no connections either right now. So must take what I can to feel better. Does your dad intercept your packages? If so get a post office box at another post office, 44 dollar a year and have all your mail sent to it.

 

I think you'd have to stop the subs to get pods to work.

But, from 1000ft, reading your post....it seems like you should wait a little longer. It could take up to a year to feel right after stopping such a big habit. Don't stop quitting too soon....
Maybe find something else to do other than opiates for a little while.

 

The fuzzy feelin goes away. 3 monts you'll be ready to be and feel like a real person again

 

Like everyone else is saying the feeling will pass, it can take a long time though!

Id stay away from the tea, your not gonna wanna stop. If youve already come this far keep up with it!
I have serious back problems, I take 40mg of lortab a day for the past 4 years and its almost useless. When it was really bad I made a cup of poppy tea out of 6 medium pods, this was the FIRST time i felt NO pain in longer then I can remember! I have a decent tolerence, Iv'e tried everything from morphine to oxy, to fentanyl and ive still been in pain. The poppies are much stronger then any pharmaceutical Ive ever taken.

 

Ya get some pods but only buy enough for a few doses and dont re order and you will be fine... Pods have all the good shit right in them, they are not pussy shit.

They have a solid high similar to morph.

Good luck!

 

I use poppy tea when I am going through WD and they work amazing. I have also used numerous sites for poppies and have found that http://www.morpoppy.com/ Has some of the most potent pods. Making it is fairly easy, It's just a matter of grinding it down to a powder ( I use a blender) Boil some water, Add the water to the blender and let it steep for 20 minutes or longer, Occasionally hitting the pulse button on the blender to mix it up. Then strain and viola!

P.S. a good way of measuring how strong your teal will be is

1: color.. Darker=stronger
2: taste.. it gets bitter with higher volume of alkaloids

Like i said, use http://www.morpoppy.com/ you'll be happy with the prices and product.

BTW I'm new, groovy site you guys have here. I can dig it.

 

yikes

 

poppy tea is very addictive... i've enjoyed it's high for a while now, and it's the real deal, once you find a good vendor... i keep a supply on hand at all times, cause they are legal through the mail, and never disappointing... my drawback is i have gotten to the point where i don't strain mine anymore... i average using 30 to 40 pods a day, 5 to 10 pods per dose, depending on their size... grinding them to a fine powder, let them cook for a half hour in hot water, and then add sweet n low and my favorite juice and drink it down, pulp grinds and all... and the stories are true, it produces a high not far from morphine... i am a daily user also of phillips milk of magnesium, cause they are very constipating, as with any opiate!

 

Don't do it man, stay clean. It might be tough to see now because enough time has passed that your sort of removed from the reasons why you quit in the first place, but you did it for a reason and you will end up in the same place if you start using again, even if you plan on it just being occasional (thats what EVERYONE says). I promise you will end up right where you were again, and probably worse. And as depressed, bored, whatever you are right now, it is not bad as being hooked on Oxy's. Keep doing what your doing, take it one day at a time and just stay away.

 

naw do it man.