Sexually Frustrated!!! ARG!!!

This bites...

I'm a closet boy, with no access to having any relationship with a gay guy (Except maybe one, read the Strategy post) and it is getting me sexually frustrated...

I want love, damn it! I want passion! I want sexual relations with another guy, but my wants will never come true, looking at my closet-life circumstances...

If only I could find some DAMN WAY to possess a below the surface relationship, but how?

This is really bothering me....

 

I always have thoughts and dreams of having some sort of relationship with someone, you know, like sexual or passionate fantasies, such as cuddling with someone or making out with someone or further than that, and since I can't reach them, it gets me to be so upset and sad...

 

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Me to, but if I come out of the closet here, I will get my ass kicked alot.

 

I am waiting until next year- college/university...... I'll be out at school (hopefully) and I'll just see what happens.

there a right time and a wrong time...

 

Completely agree, Emily...
Sometimes dreams and fantasies only make reality more difficult to face, especially when its a dream or fantasy that CAN be done...

But damn, fear can conquer all...

My so-called plan as of now is to wait until College...But you know what? I can't wait that long, either...I'm just getting more and more upset, and as I'm waiting for that time to come, I'm dreaming in another world, which isn't helping me at all...

 

Self improvement is the key. Im 19 and currently serving 5 years in the United States Marine Corps. I remeber when i came out, my dad and mom were fine with it, ass for getting my ass kicked well Im trained in military hand to hand combat so that not to big of a worry. My advice is not to really on people to much, if you let someone... anyone have including parents have so much power of your mind that it makes you afraid to be what you want thats thats a weakness and weakness can and usually are exploited. If your afraid of getting beat up then get stronger... duh. Anyways as for sexual frustration i recomend masturbating long and often. Or you can wait until febuary when im back in the states and then look me up ill be more then happy to take care of your problem for you.