Losing you "self" using acid

I've found that after taking a good amount of l (7 hits i believe) at a fest, i seem to have lost my sense of me, i feel like its harder for me to express myself or hold a conversation as well as i used to. I know a bit about ego dissolution, and i was wondering if there was anyway to get back to my original status.

Also, not so much the acid, but thinking deeply has really had an affect on my social life.

Any help on the repair of the ego or what have you, please leave a message

 

What is there to repair?
Be who you want to be.

 

Hmm I find the opposite.

I like to take acid every now and then just to be reborn and become more myself.. to lose the baggage of this life and be more at one with nature.

 

lol! maybe you should be less concerned with your social life and more concerned with life anyway.

surrender.

 

....why?
How can he be less concerned with his social LIFE in favor of LIFE?

 

"All the World's a stage,"
A friend of mine, he sometimes said,
And though he tried to show the way,
They only care about his name.

"Love is for the Fool,"
A blind old man, he always said.
But of its' joys, he sometimes spoke
And then it seemed, he could see.

"Life is for the Strong,"
A travelling monk, he told me once
But of the weak, he never spoke
though their cries beat on his ears.

I stood my gun in hand
The Swallow flew to meet his love
And as they touched, I shot him down
But now it's me that can't fly.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQCmohQCTh4"]YouTube- Anthony Phillips - Collections

 

are you saying that i'm not weak? because i most certainly am.

i meant, he should consider his deep thoughts and worry less about the effects on his social life.

 

and why should he do that?

 

well, i would have thought that losing your self would be a good thing.

if he's having disturbing deep thoughts then it is probably his conscience yelling at him to consider his current circumstances.

 

i lost my sense of self after an acid trip at a fest, there's a little more to it than that, but i was fucked up for a solid 6 months. it took a love for music, 5 months of sobriety, and a special friend to bring me back. time heals all

 

thanks desos, yea im up at a school right now that ive made a bad mistake in coming to, which i will be done with at the end of the week, and i can already feel the "old me" so to speak coming back. Perhaps my conscience is telling me to get the f outta here and its relieved to be almost done. But anyways, alot of this had made me feel better about it and to know that im fine, its all in the brain. well yea thanks for your points and keep em comin if you like

and there not so much disturbing deep thought as they as even more thought provoking thoughts that lead to even deeper thoughts that just dig myself deeper into my mind. Finding out much more interesting things about life and the ways of the world

 

I felt this also but I never done acid....

 

should have done 8. even no#'s. I think I got lost yrs. ago But love every min. of it.

 

perhaps you just have become a little paranoid after the trip(only you know the reason). lsd can couse this condition. put it's possible to heal it. just dont get lost. you have to find your way. you'll feel it when it comes. WE ARE ALL LOST IN THIS LIFE

ps: don't forget to TAKE MORE ACID!

 

why would you want to repair your ego? let it go, let it die...you're better off without it.

 

Jeeze come on guys! A baby does not walk two days after being shot outta da womb.

 

Wait about a week and cut back on the weed [there's nobody who quits smoking]... you should be back to 'normal' in not too long... just surround yourself with friends and force yourself to speak and participate in the situation... if you can get rid of the apprehension thinking the acid fucked you up and live in the moment just for a second you'd realize that everything is back to normal.

 

lol this thread is horrible. kid takes too much acid, becomes disillusioned from his normally functioning brain and asks for help, and instead people post lyrics and spin his shit into philosophical soap box rants of their own (some of which were pretty bad and very unpractical advise). lmao.

To the OP, as is always the case, some time off acid, healthy eating and exercise and such always seems to work.

 

I just wanted to post a pretty song, I'm sorry. I'll get back to OP with my super serial medical diagnosis of his condition with my vast expertise ASAP.

 

Confusion is not a malfunction, it is ideas competing for airtime.