i always get these dreams that are like causing me to peak emotionally...its like sex but with your emotions...the good thing is, is that its always a mixture of happiness and sadness at the same time. ( ive yet to have a dream of intense hatred, though a couple with freight.) its like they fuel eachother. for instance i saw this imaginary creature that looked like a cat, was black with a tail. had 1 pair of hind legs and 3 pairs of fronts legs. and it had antennae<i think thats how you spell it. their was many of them and i was just kicking them around off the sidewalk before it morphed into this form ( before they were like little bugs then it changed) then i stopped and looked at one and i tamed it and started petting it. then these girls from my past (totally random people in my life btw) walked up and was getting into that ,i could tame this mystical creature... then an old best friend of mine congratulated me with my score with the ladies. lol...then i just realized that i kinda missed him being around and i got that intense emotion i can only get from a dream. sad and happy at the same time....i think it all started cause the little kitty creature made me happy. then of course i wake up from this blast of emotion and am like WTF WAS I DREAMING ABOUT! lol. i remembered it ofc. theres also this one where the lead singer of red hot chili peppers was singing a song to me he was making up on the spot ( it sounded so real not like voices from the shadows n shit) so it wasnt that great of a song. but then we both started a crying for something he said, and i got the emotional blast...it was kinda scary when i woke up though from how intense the feeling was. btw i think he was singing something about missing his dad then i started to miss mine...ive only met him once too. is the sad/happy ultra blast weird or cool?
weirdness is the cool-est when it isn't tyrannical. or some kind of soap opera, which always seem tyrannical to me.
