Noone gives a shit

noone cares that i dont like to be on antipsychotics. i hear the same shit over and over and its just "take ur medz or ur going back to the hospital" they dont give a shit that when i stop taking them i actually feel like
"im me".

theyre taking shit hella far with me so why not play the victim??

btw...i live my life drinking to many energy drinks and playing too many video games just so i can get rid of this false sense of what its like to be normal. and thats just gay that they say...well thats not improving i think im gonna up ur dosage...its like theyre saying "ya bitch take it" in the back of their heads. 8¬()

fuck.

 

Damn meds...impairing grammar..

 

just dont take the meds, no one can force you to do that, research some of the side effects and show them alternatives on the internet look up dr. loren mosher and videos on youtube about the side effects, most meds are pretty toxic and its iffy their long term effects, there are other ways

but if you really dont want to take them, you just have to be adamant, and show that your are making and earnest attempt to use another method and that you don't like that particular one

 

The previous posts saying you don't have to take the meds are true, although depending on your circumstances, it could land you back in the hospital.

One thing is for sure though.... if you ARE taking the meds... ingesting tons of caffiene fights them, so OF COURSE they aren't helping.

Either stop taking the meds, or stop trying to stop the meds from effecting you. Taking both is only asking to end up drooling in the corner...

Now, having said that... (and keep in mind that we know nothing about your specific circumstances), there was a time when I spent years and years playing their trial and error game with meds... I eventually told them all to fuck off and switched to weed full time, which reduces my problem to a manageable level.

 

try different types. im sure they have alternatives. i hear with antipsychotics it takes like one full month to actually have the medicine adjust correctly.

just remember this story when your feeling down.

I went to massage therpay school a little ago and we had this girl in our class who was very open about herself being skizophrantic. anyway after we get back from spring break our first day back we are all watching our teacher do a deminstation. all of sudden we see the girl leaning on other classmate and he classmate just thought she was tired. well then all of a sudden she starts convulsing and faints and hits the wooden table with her head. we had a nurse in our class so she was pretty lucky. anyway they take her to the hospital and later we found out she stopped taking her medicine without telling anyone. so i would assume not taking your medicine isnt really a good thing unless someone around you knows whats up. be careful and good luck.

 

ive been told that if i stop taking my meds they WILL send me back the the hospital. and ive heard that if ur conserved you dont have the right to refuse. which i am.

 

That's the cycle unfortunately. It seems that if people stop taking their medication, usually because they become well and don't think they need it any longer, they soon become unwell and are admitted back into hospital.

Can I ask why you don't want to take meds?

 

I take my meds. I was court ordered because I through a fit in the psychiatric hospital. It's been three years since then and I feel pretty much normal, maybe more numb than the average person but I function at a high rate and have never been hospitalized again. I speak well, I don't have tardive dyskensia and I am on brand new ones that the only risk is if I gain weight I can easily develop diabetes. I work out at the YMCA, have plenty of friends, mainly gay ones, and live a somewhat normal life. Ups and downs cause permenent brain damage and depression hurts too. My roommate has a problem with the coffee and caffeine and it leads to more symptoms. Try just drinking it in the morning and switching to herbal teas in the afternoon hot or cold. Not sleeping well leads to mania as does caffeine, and the ultimate goal is to be independent of doctors and hospitals and family members. I have achieved that, I just see a nurse and it works out fine. The medications saved me from harming myself and being irrational. It just took some time to get used to it. They make you lethargic at first but it goes away and I have been swimming every morning for the past two weeks. Whether you are bi-polar or schizophrenic, combing medicines with herbal remodies helps and the use of fish and omega 3 oils reduces the effects of mental illness, it is proven. Make sure to pop some of those in your mouth too.

 

well jesus, jesus here, and im off my meds since yesterday, i hope they dont send me away and i hope they dont send u either

 

i remember this VA doctor telling me Oh youre depressed, you have anxiety, you have ptsd, you got you got you got" funny I didnt have any of this when I was killing Al Qaeda for you, now Im not your machine, im broken some how... "Hey doc, why dont you suck the sand off my dick, if your so worried about my mental health"..

 

can they even put u in the hospital for choosing not to take your meds? if your not acting dangerous or w/e the standard of sanity is?

 

believe it or not they can for that exact reason just because its going against a court order. isnt that the shit.

being told to be adamant is like preparing for war with me even if it does help its not me and its not worth changing my personality over. i give a shit so i wont change. fuck those upper class suitntie pricks.

 

just take em. doctor will give u a lot less eventually, I do coke an mine just to feel normal, been years and i sleep only 5-6 hours a night. hey i drink lotsa coffee, np

 

why when i say i dont like something do people know exactly why. as if they can percieve exactly what it is i didnt like to begin with. and no im not talking about meds just saying. <---did i really have to say that? i guess im forced to take meds cause i tend to force people into believing im bullshitting them. when the truth is. THEY DONT HAVE AN IDEA OF WHATS GOING ON IN MY HEAD AND THATS NO FUCKING EXCUSE U PUSS. ty lmk

 

weird, many people I know that take anti-psychotics counter act the meds with coke or crack.. Probably the agenda of the pharmaclown industry.. G-d knows pertro chems get a nice chump of change from south american drug manufactures.. Then make like the war on drugs is necessary, when its something they created in the first place.. Ironic ..

 

they are brainwashing mentall ill people all over the world. and i could see why who better to get to believe your bullshit than the mentally unstable. THESE PUSS'S DONT KNOW WHAT A THREAT IS. lmk.

 

yeaps, this why many the doctors in America are from India or Pakistan..

psych drugs are sacred and should be respected.. But it should be noted that how many of you would like to use drugs as a weapon maybe to support your ideals.. Whether it be psychedelics, marijuana or whatever. It makes you no better than them.. The US/WE the victims scenario is BS imo.. :coffee:

 

yeah W/E u got urself in shit, now u dont have to take em i dont give two fine fucks but you can just go with it, get assesed by a few doctors then, prove urself

 

Good Luck to you.