from all the times i tripped out i dont think i was ever pushed to my limits, maybe my limit is death. can a schizo say that? maybe for real schizo their limits have been pushed since birth. but for me it all started when i was 16. i know what your thinking... ( i hear alot of people dont show signs untill later in life)but i dont believe that all people who seem to have schizophrenia actually have it at all. cant it be true that psychotic breaks can happen to anyone and cause symptoms of having been born that way i guess? so if that were true how can you possibly insist that they are "now" schizophrenic. seriously coming out and saying maybe they were their whole lives well is pretty low. no thought put into it at all man. anyways...what does anyone here think about the relationship between schizophrenia and psychic phenomena (sorry spelling)? I believe that psychic ability can happen out of birth defect or from constant mental abuse and torture...I cant stand when people get so stuck up and think no...noone's mentally abused, they have something wrong with them...as if someones delusions are really the cause. NO. its being put down for trying and failing. maybe these people are such lowlifes that they believe they are needed in order to inspire others. i mean fuck...i never got this far from being pressured or influenced out of pain and discipline. PLS TAKE THESE AS WORDS OF HATE AND PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY YOU PATHETIC BEING.
I used to think I was nuts. But then I realized, I was just a squirrel surrounded by nuts all the time..
As a fellow twenty year old I wonder why you're so angry. Many people are mentally abused, I've been mentally abused and I've mentally abused others. I am sorry but I have never seen anything close to proof about psychic ability never to the point it would be useful. I am sorry to say this but a true belief in psychic abilities that interferes with your life sounds like a delusion. You are ranting which isn't a bad thing, the internet is like shouting into the wind, crying in water, except out here nature's listening just doesn't know where you are.
im angry cause in my case...there is some very f'd up shit that needs to be explained to me. and why i cant just lie to myself and tell everyone that its alright. get it? im only narrowminded in the common sense. the only ones who understand me are the ones who hate me for it. FVCK!
