How does LSD change you?

Lucy helped me realize that religion is a tool.

 

here we go

 

soundtrack to upcoming events in this thread:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sO_QntXc-c4"]YouTube- Drowning Pool - Bodies (Let The Bodies Hit The Floor)

 

lol

 

LSD has shown me that there is so much more to the universe and even human perception than i ever dreamed possible.

"the universe isn't stranger than we suppose, the universe is stranger than we CAN suppose"

 

I don't know if this and your first rant was a joke or not. I find it interesting. It suggests crazy things in this thread. Quite the reply for this thread, that blob of wordage and tale is like your head open joke or not. I don't know what to think, other than ayo.

 

dude i get that^

 

Joke? haha funny??? 1 aout off 1000 people who try lsd will go crazy or have crazy thoughts for a moth or for life. No one understands me even people who do lsd... like i said i was ok even after 4th hit and i thought that shit wouldnt happen to me, i thought that people going crazy is just a roomer... my life is a joke write now. i freaking fighting my self in my head evry freakind day, and no one can help me, i am by my self, its all in my head ( there is no magick pill to cure scizafrenia or psychosys), i just want to be normal, fuc drugs alcohol weed money pussy nice cars, i wanna be normal...... Oh well who cares about crazy person eny way........

 

Nah man it's not like that, you're trapped in thoughts, and you're not listening to those feelings. Everyone should go crazy after an LSD experience, but instead they choose back what they lost, because it's that easy in this modern day. Not for those, that deserve better. You mine as well fight, doesn't sound like you're going back. Something beyond who you thought you were, a more expansive self, is influencing and inspiring your feelings from your unconscious to your conscious. Trust me when I say, people that evaluate your craziness in terms of good or bad, complacent or not, or not people you want influencing your daily thinking anyways.

 

well its kind off true, i am trapped in my thoughts. Sometimes my mind is wandering too much and i cant concentrate on what i am doing in present time, or day.. and fuk things up, or kind off get in a zombie mode and walk around for no reason thinking about something. I feal better then before but i am kind off stuck and not going back.. like still tripping 5-15%. Its like my mind got 20% disconected from my subconsiusmind. when i read my first rant some things dont make sense to me write now, like i mean i would change some things i said. its realy scary some times, and i am all alone in my head just wandering. the scarry part is what iff it gets worse? what if i gonna looze it comletly and hurt somebody or my self. I wish someone could say "dont worry man happend to me! it will pass like in 2 years" but i cant find people like that.
The wierd part is i dont know if it was a bad thing to do lsd... case before i was drinking, smoking, doing drugs, destroing my body, being an ass to people who wore nice to me. Now i understand people differently, i am trying to controll my self more, i see how i can enjoy life more then i did before, i have a note book for daily use, i set goals in life but i dont know if i ever gonna achive them with a mind set i have write now, i dont drink and i dont smoke. And i look at people i knew or chilled with, that drink and smoke like they are wierd and fuked up, and i dont wanna chill with them eny way. Its like so complecated and also the question why me? is coming up.. like why?

 

You should set up a meeting with Mr. Writer. You guys are both from Toronto.

 

I think discipline of thought is an underestimated skill to have.. have you tried limiting that actual act of thinking? Gaining control of it, slowing it down, focusing on just one thing.

try immersing yourself in a hobby. sublimate that anxiety you get when thinking about how youve changed into some creative outlet or get physical exercise; enjoy the endorphins, they can make you more lucid.

 

That's an effective approach if you have the will power.

 

Don't run yourself paranoid man. If you are sane enough to question and judge your decisions, then you are definitely sane enough to eventually make rational decisions. And time does heal most trips. (CIR needed?)

 

I have the same complaints as him regarding long term effects of psychedelic use. mine are just not as bad as his, but exact same thing.

 

what is CIR? some times i want to take 4 hits of tabs, 7 grams off shrooms, 2 mdma pills on top and get my self like an ounce off weed, maybe some salvia... and just TRIP MY BALLZ till i either gonna go completly insane and not gonna know wtf is going on around me, live in my own worled with my own rulez... Or maybe that tripp is gonna get me back to normall state... what do you think?? can lsd make fuked up person get back to normall? case nothing else can i might as well try it..... but i gonna do it in like 1 or 2 years from now if i dont get well... just gonna stop fighting and go with the flow ....

 

sounds like we're all fucked then

 

Go get professional help if things are as bad as you say. Nobody in these forums or anywhere on the web are going to be able to really help you. You sound like you need face to face counseling.
I am not trying to be an ass, I'm serious, if things are as messed up as you claim, nobody in this forum is qualified to council you.
No, going on a gonzo drug binge won't snap you back to normal.
LSD has been proven to elicit the manifestation of latent mental illness in very rare cases. You sound as though you may be one of those rare occurrences based on what you have said here.
Get professional help. That is the best most sound advice you will get.

 

face to face counseling, professional help, qualified to council... are you joking? those guys just gonna lisen to you... ask how do you feal?? get there $, get you pills like risperidone that has so meny side effects... then curing. that cost 70-100$ a month.. fuk that, i know how i feal and i know how to deal with it, or eventualy i will have to learn... Mental illneses are not cureable piriod.. Medicine is too far from it... you think doctores are the guys with magick pills that gona change ur life (or heal u). bullshit. Have you ever heard about fasting? ur body it self is a wonderfull healer... cures most of diseases, infact if you fast when you are healthy u never gonna have health problems: type on google Paul bragg. People are just too lazy to do enything even for them selfes... These worled is so curapted in greed and illusions...But now when i lost the most importent thing in my life. im thinking why i didnt study? why i didnt go to scool? why did i smoke weed just so i can be axepted by evryone else... Why didnt i open my own buissnes., i could have found people who could invest in my ideas.. so meny whys in my head.. and ive been in allot off different states of mind just never got stuck in one for life probably, i guess, oh well i can make it. i am stronger then that =) thx to evry one, these forum helped me allot.. and if i snap back, watch out.. i gonna conquer the worled =)))

 

Ya know, every time you post you just confirm my original position.
If your thinking and life is that fucked up after taking LSD, it is NOT the normal reaction people have so SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP. Something is not right bio-chemically in your body.