whats up everyone. names caspur. Started snortin Oxys as a 16 year old, and banging H at 17. i fuckin love opiates. if you ever wanna 'converse' about poppys, kratom, or opiates just pm me. You better believe I'll answer. I just wanna get to know as many fucking people that share the same disorderly passion that I do for drugs. Especially if you live in Indiana. Hit me up and we'll party.
isnt it just the traditional ' i grew up in the suburbs' fuck up cliche? im 18 now, and havent used for 6 months. I try and stay familiar with poppytea every once and a while.
I don't know about the cliche or growing up in the suburbs lol. Never have been one to do what is expected of me. Do you consider yourself a fuck up?
Nooo. I just can't wait to get out of here. Indiana is hell i swear. all we got is corn.. meth... and more corn. haha
I feel like anywhere that is not INdiana will do me good you know? Especially places where it's warmer for longer. California? if that dosen't work HAWaii? if that dosen't work Canada? if that dosen't work Amsterdamn? ANYWHERE man. I just feel so restricted right now in my environment. where do you live? if you don't mind me asking c:
welcome to the forums. i am slightly confused as to whether you are a user or not. congrats on being off for six months, but could it be that talking about it might lead you back into temptation? everyone feels stuck, including myself and shit, we all have to find our place sometime. welcome to the forums, hope it helps you find yourself.
well i'm at a point in my life where I have a choice to make. I haven't even HIT the college scene yet... and I honestly can not say I will be sober for the rest of my life. I feel like to actually be in a state of sober-living you have to be able to completely and fully commit. I don't think I will ever start banging H again. I saw to many of my friends/siblings go through horrible HORRIBLE shit. I do think there is some recreational value to using poppy pods(for tea).
well i am glad to hear that, a friend and ex of mine recently died. he'd been using h since around 14 but was doing better for the past three years. i think one day he decided to try it again and used similar amounts to what he had in the past. he was found dead by two of his best friends. the ironic part is that he found his best friend the same way when he was 15. i dont know why i told you this, maybe for some sort of inspiration. idk how intense the tea is, and i know you are once an addict you are always an addict BUT that doesn't mean you can't stay clean. there are plenty of beneficial drugs out there to help you explore yourself and the universe without being addictive. good luck and be careful man
East Coast. It's alright. I like the nature, woods and shit but not the people. I've never been to your neck of the woods. I don't really know much about Indiana...it is one of those nowhere states that no one seems to live in...like Iowa or Delaware.
yeah exactly. Thanks all for the replies. I can't tell you how alone I was feeling until I stumbled upon this forum. Now for some reason I feel inspired and hopeful. I love you all.
