Greetings, Stoners

hey dude i'm glad you're still kicking it i hope everything gets better for you

 

Im really happy that your doing well for yourself...I mean your still kicking so its not all bad right your exactly right there though man...life just loves to fuck us over but its how we deal with that, that defines who we are and I think that the better people are able to cope with the shite situations is how strong a character they are, then again "lunacy" is kicking in...that and its 9am, I havnt slept and Ive been/still off my face on pills all night and ive drank a stupid ammouns...piklls keeping me oging though

 

really good to see you around man! :sifone: :cheers2:

 

Thanks, Maniac. Hopefully I'll be here for a little while. It's gonna be tough to kick my HF addiction again.

 

Glad to hear from you. I'm not sure whether there is such a thing as 'relative moderation' but I sure don't think 15 mg of xanax / day is it.

 

Glad to see ya back, Brian

 

"Relative moderation", as in I was taking the xanax in moderation, in relation to how much I would normally have taken. I know 15mg per day is a lot, but you have to consider my lack of self-control when it comes to xanax. If I have 120mg, I'm doing good to only take15mg. lol Trust me.

 

I think an alternative method is worth searching for. I know how it is with xanax, man. Have one bar and end up waking up two or three days later with no recollection of you ate a whole 'script in two days.

It is fun for a while.

Balance... I donno why I say that.. but I think there are one or three things out of balance in your life. Maybe seeking harmony can help you put things in perspective.

There is a difference between boredom and tranquility. I can never tell the difference, myself, but knowing that helps me gauge certain situations in which I might eat way too many pills. Think about it.


[/QUOTE]Either way, I'll still take xanax, from time to time. Just not in a way that would be considered morbidly excessive.[/QUOTE]


I never say I am going to quit opiates, or just do them "from time to time".

The reason I don't is because it would be setting myself up for failure. And it's safe to say that would lead to more use.

You either hafta say you are not gonna do it, or you are.

 

What I mean when I say that I'm still gonna take xanax, but not too excessively, is that I won't put myself in a position where I have a lot of xanax. I can't allow myself to get entire scripts and just start munchin them shits. I just need to purchase a few at a time, like 3-6mg and just chill.

 

I hope it goes well for ya.. I know thats gonna be a hard feat to accomplish :tongue:

 

I was just speaking generally.

I have faith in you.

 

Thanks, and no....I don't think it'll be too hard. I'm fine as long as I have a limited number of xanax. Bad shit doesn't happen until I have an all-you-can-eat benzo buffer sitting in front of me. lol

Thanks man, but either way, it was good advice.

 

Yo good to see you back take care man.

 

Damn that's crazy man. Maybe you should chill out with the xanax? haha
but hey I live around Atlanta too!

 

Yeah I haven't had xanax in a while.

Really? Where in ATL? I live in Gainesville, GA now. You know where that is?

 

I don't think I've ever tried it actually. I had valium once though.. is it anything like that? cause that was pretty bad ass haha.

I have noo idea where that is haha. I live in Marietta and I go to school in Smyrna.

 

It's kinda like valium, except xanax is MUCH more powerful and can cause you to do some crazy shit. Valium has always just mellowed me out. Xanax is basically like liquor, in pill-form, with a few differences.

I know where Marietta and Smyrna are. Gainesville is about 20-30 miles northeast of ATL.

 

I had been wondering what had happened to you. I've been out and in and out of here a few times myself in the past couple years. ATL is not an easy town to be homeless in. If you survived that AND xanax you ought to be damn near bulletproof by now.

 

^^^Indeed. Atlanta is fuckin crazy; especially the Bankhead area.

 

Haha awesome. I'm def gonna try that... how much would you recommend I take to start?

And cool I'll visit you haha