So I"m going to write down as much of last night's dream as I remember.. it probably won't even be in the correct order, but here we go: I was messing around with this kinda creepy kid Robert who used to give me free weed and stuff.. we were in a room with a bed and a tv and two other people I think. There was something about doing it rough and weird shit. Oh and then I was like on a street corner with some kid who was like keeping me prisoner or some shit and I was trying to steal supplies or something from passerbyers and idk. Then I was on a school bus that dropped me and the rest of the kids off like a street away from the school so we had to cross this intersection and there was a bunch of snow on the ground and I was in really puffy snow pants and jacket and I couldn't fucking walk! I was like dragging myself across the street and going soo slowly but no one else seemed to have a problem with this. Then I get across and there's still a bunch of snow. and I see this kid Luke who I had a crush on in elementary school and who I haven't seen since like 6th grade. and I try to throw a snow ball at him to get his attention cause everyone's like having a mini snow ball fight but I keep missing and no matter how close I am to him I can't hit him. and he says something about it and I forget what I say. But then I'm in this hugee building thats like some sort of scary club sort of thing with a bunch of really creepy shit all around. and then my first boyfriend, eddie, is there. and he wants to rob these vending machine-type things with wads of money on the top level and random stuff below. but there are cameras on either side of the vending machines watching them. so he goes to buy a ski mask and I try to get him to buy a more discreet plain black one but he hass to get one with an ICP (insane clown posse) symbol on it or whatever. so then I'm walking around and I fall into this huge pit of weird gooey stuff and theres this kid trying to like drag me under and I almost drown but then I make it out. and THEN back to eddie, I'm afriad for him cause I don't want him getting caught but I don't want him getting the money either cause that will just encourage him to do more stupid shit. and that's all I remember.
or at least that you are frustrated with all your romantic relationships and feel like they have gone nowhere or that you are stuck or something lol
Quite possibly. But then again, I'm a bit young so I don't expect my relationships right now to go anywhere anyway haha.
Never saw it like that lol I had a crazy dream last night too. Now that I realize it... the guy was the constant variable again... it went from being focused to this kid I mess around with, to a group of his friends, to my long-time friend, Timmy.
Its also very good that you can remember your dreams. Try to think about them through out the day to keep the memory fresh. Try to remember the small details aswell. Being intouch with our sleeping-consciousness is very important.