messed up

yeah..


..i'm weird

 

The visual and auditory hallucinatory functions of your brain are perfectly normal, just because your brain has such things active does not mean you have any inherit problem. Many people throughout history have had such functions of their brain fully functional and integrated into their life.

Psychiatrists will go to no end to convince you that such things are inherently wrong and that you need to take there pills, and pay for doctors visits because, it's how they survive. They feed off their ability to convince you that you need to pay them to treat you in some way. They pretty much just car salesmen for mental states with no more care than making money.

This isn't to say that learning how to properly integrate the visual and auditory hallucinatory functions of the mind is a quick walk in the park. But they CAN be integrated and made beneficial to your soul.

 

raped by penis envy, fer shame..

 

hmm.. sounds like you have the shamanic sickness.

You need to go find a real marakame, in Mexico, thats the only one who can fix you now. If you go to the shrink docs they are just going to dope you up on anti-psychosis meds like seroquel and benzos.

cheers. :coffee:

 

That sounds like skitzo.

 

Shrooms can't make you go "crazy" off one trip. It may have helped induce these symptoms you're having, but I would assume the potentially (you didn't say how much you smoke) prolonged use of marijuana could have something to do with it. What other drugs have you done?

 

no but they can certainly manifest any latent psychological disorders you might have already been predisposed to. This can occur from just one trip.

A stupid french bitch jumped off a bridge in Amsterdam and killed herself off one trip.Because of that one incident mushrooms are no longer legal in the Netherlands.

Shrooms can make you go seriously ape shit. running around a neighborhood naked, breaking into a strangers house and getting shot cus you thought he was your dad and u assaulted him.

you must not read the news man. shit like this happens all the time.

 

You must not read entire posts... I clearly said that the one trip could induce symptoms immediately after where you stopped quoting.
You also seemed to ignore my comment about marijuana too. Prolonged excessive use can induce symptoms of schizophrenia as well (though rare). I don't really want to get into a huge debate or this so lets just leave it there.

 

a question: what were you expecting to feel when you ate magic mushies?

LOL what you described IS TRIPPING! there called magic for a reason.

try to think light of the trip and forget about it..dnt let it eat you up stay mentallly tough man

 

Hey guys. It's 2014 and I'm still hearing voices and now I have intrusive thoughts. Could this actually be shaman sickness?

 

my advice is to come off the illegals, and the pharma drugs and try to move to a calm close to nature envioment,. small town or village and just chill..

 

no. it's mental illness.

 

My little bro got heavy into bathsalts and was hanging around some weird people (occult, crystals.... Ect)

My little bro disappeared for a week and was picked up trying to abduct a child off the streets. He told the cops he was god and he needed to sacrifice 6 kids to open the cosmic door to bring the end of days.

His apartment walls were covered in blood and writing all over the floors and ceiling, he had a stockpile of weapons and had built an alter in his house also covered in blood. Luckily the cops where only able to trace the blood to animals.


After spending several months in a mental institution he is out and is trying to piece back his health and his mind. He is still nuts and spends all his money on crystals and has erected to big pryminds in his yard made of old bike parts, crystals and lots of silver wire. He is pretty much fucked ip for life.

 

Oh Shit, I'm sorry. I have never done and will never do salts.

 

Meth users get a special type of delusional paranoia. Same thing happens with bath salts since they are pretty similar.

 

yeah but mdpv(bath salts) is a lot more dangerous than meth because the users tend to overdose right away and they go straight to the psychiatry...

 

you might want to try traditional chinese herbal medicine and acupuncture if good, affordable care is available in your area

there is a book called "dragon rises, red bird flies" that is about chinese medicine and mental health issues