Bit By A Witch! ouCH!

oooo , i got touched by an evil last week . bit by a witch - which is to say i was injured by a whirl of calculated illusions . this creates a sadness of emptiness . it's taken a few days to heal , even so , my understanding is vague . she has been the third and nastiest witch i've ever encountered in my life . they all manipulated by illusion , which can make for a man's worst shattered-glass nightmare .

i made war on the first witch . never again .
it's too weird . a dead coyote got involved .
lesbians were swarming the land .

this time i was much more simple and peaceful , and just took the hit , complained a proper little bit , walked on .

 

Complained to who?

 

in 2 ways i complained - first privately to the woman - then to those gathered at the fire . there was some truth talk from a couple folks beginning to open - then nothing - more illusion applied - stopped by again today and she is at least getting some illusionary loving attention from some others - that whole movie seems weirdly witchy . i'm unplugged .

well , actually , the fire was also an illusion -

 

Have you been involved in some sort of indiscretion? I have never had occasion to come across a single malevolent entity, with the exception perhaps, of an ex wife. As far as I know it is not the result of anything I have done, I just don't seem to possess the propensity to see shadows, not part of my skill set. I don't call upon them and they don't recognize me.

 

the scenerio is a message board incident - the moderator is a bloody witch , which when i signed on i did not suspect . hmm ... maybe indeed it was something i wrote . a witch just might get mad at someone who divulges a message from the faerie world . i don't know . seemed to me the message is harmless , simple and true .

 

I can relate to encounters with witches. Deanna alternates being my angel and my witch. You know, in spite of the fact that she now calls me "Richard my friend" and just two nights ago told me I have achieved my final life on earth this time around, six years ago she used illusion to get me fired from my job. She was quite nasty sometimes, but she was teaching me it was illusion.

However it sounds like your witch might not be fully aware of using illusion on you, like maybe she believes in it. That's much worse, it's a touch of evil.

 

manipulation by illusion . Colin Powell's presentation to the U.N. was an extreme instance of this . he later admitted the evidence justifying the invasion of Iraq was dishonest : also his chief aide has said so publicly .

the sign of evil appeared as grey shadow upon the faces of the general assembly . it followed the decision to make war .

i have seen this shadow upon a couple faces before . one was a preacher , another was a stranger who stopped to give me a ride .
i sure didn't go back to that church , and the vivid memory of that preacher's grey shadowy face ... well , i think it saved my life when once i was on a lonesome road hitchin north into Colorado .

 

if they would only abide by the adage "an it harm none" the world would be a far better place - power/knowledge without an ethical base can be a truly dangerous thing

i suppose you better "rise above it" and start vibing higher than she

 

thanks for the love .
a high vibe abide .

 

yeah, you gotta watch out for those swarming lesbians.

 

warning warning ! dem swarming stinging yellow-jacket ladies with no babies might've kicked ass on a burley crew of Southern Oregon loggers in the woodz . ooooo ...could've been bad theatre though . enter Coyote .

 

um , is this declaration angelic or witchy (or iffy) . curious . one time as an art student i loudly declared to all and especially the bhuuhdist drawing teacher that i wasn't reincarnating back - nothing doing . like , i thought i could decide . might i not be complete enough to that? and end up in some ridiculousness just because i got a serious , nope , i surely ain't coming back .

 

I dunno tikoo...I wrote back to her and said (among lots of other things) that I wasn't sure the "last life on earth" thing was true - at least not literally. However it does echo the thought I've given her in my mind LOTS of times, which like the one you told your drawing teacher was: "After this life is over, I'm not coming back." And maybe that's what Deanna was really referring to in her sly insightful way. But she WAS giving me some credit for some stuff I had told her in my previous note - it was one way of telling me "good dog Richard." Then she turned around and told me it's time to grow up and face the music. I told her, as for the "grow up" part: F*k that. And as for the "face the music" part: What the hell does that mean? I started wondering if she was talking about the thing PsychedelicGoddess brought up several days ago - the karmic leveling thing. I just finished writing a note to ask that question. Stay tuned...

You might of course think I could just ask this telepathically. Well I did actually, but she normally doesn't answer in words, she sends me thoughts. That was how I started thinking about the karmic leveling thing in the first place. But I find comfort in getting written notes from her, and sometimes it helps clarify things - or gives me more crap to mull over...

 

There are three reasons for one might choose to come here. Male, Female, and progeny. Maya would convince you there are many more.

 

what about Maya ? how and'or when is that idea used ? um... i'm just trying to pay attention and learn something .

 

Maya is the voice of a billion I ams vying for ascendancy.

 

I am!

No, I am!

What about me?

Ummm wait a minute...which one was I?

 

I am cold. I am hot. I am hungry. I am tired. I am happy. I am sad.

 

rofl

 

maya never complained when we slept in some woods next to the tracks - where the freight trains jumped over the rattlesnake . then downtown she could find free donuts and we did the wheely psy tricks good enough for good change , spare change . her hat is vintage hobo lovely . the earth rumbled deep in the night .