Any thoughts on flying solo?

trippin alone definitely makes me trip harder, i can tell everything thats going on with me. unlike when with people. trippin alone can sometimes be overwhelming depending on what im trippin on too, haha, then things get crazy..

 

I can totally loose my mind when I trip alone and achieve complete ego death, I love it.

 

Well yeah, I ate what was probably 18-20 mg
[I usually keep it (when pre-weighing) if there's above 17 and less than 21-22 mg in it] and I really wasn't planning for it to be as intense as it was... I think that this 2C-E really got busted out at the wrong time [even though I really don't even think this is the right place at all, but it's all right enough]

I got pretty god dang fucked up. It was cool for the most part...

It just got weird when it was as intense as nitrous oxide for about a half hour [just with more intense visuals]... whomp whomp whomp shheeyooo sheeeyooo

Then I ended up at a friend's apartment while he wasn't home and broke his recliner and then started freaking out and cleaned the whole house and fixed the recliner... I was tripping pretty hard through this... couldn't decide what on the carpet was visual effects of the trip and what was filth... Then when I stopped the vacuum it appeared to be hovering over the carpet and moving around...

There was one point where three cigarettes were going in the ashtray... I broke up a bowl and stared at it all day... smoked two hits of some schwag, one hit at a time about a half hour apart... it really was good to have a little over an eighth to smoke by myself during the trip then only being able to smoke two hits because I was too fucked up already but I needed a little edge taken off...

I didn't go off to where I couldn't see anything from "the real world", but it was just about as intense... didn't see too much that wasn't there, so still it was a bit less insane than some bitter ebay acid. The visuals had made globes in midair, that were spinning quickly, they would rush towards me, past/through me, and disappear, and all I could do was prepare for the next globe of visuals to engulf me...

Some crackhead looking dude came by my friends apartment and started asking about people I've never heard of... I just kind of slowly closed the door and locked it... I'm pretty fucking sure I didn't imagine this... he was wearing some sesame street shirt with a red guy who I don't know the name of... but he was fuzzy like the Cookie Monster... But he wasn't elmo.

I listened to a 78 minute song of disco... if you ever sit down and listen to 78 minutes of disco...well I guess just be ready for the transitions... I think I found that file on a P2P network but don't remember exactly where...

I was able to listen to some Afroman... something my friends don't really like... they prefer Tech N9ne and Eminem, the one, and the other likes rock mostly, which I agree with a bit more, but we usually are ending up listening to some fucking weird shit while we're tripping... I really don't dig "It was an Accident" by Tech, it's just a little fucked up, about some girl wanting tech to choke her while they're fucking and he kills her and goes all in a weird withdrawn voice "it was an accident", "Paint a Dark Picture" I think I posted in the thread somewhere along the way... haven't quite decided yet on this here song "hunterish"... it does kind of make the bone marrow feel tingly and is so very rhythmically interesting, but whether that's good or bad is up to you... "LET ME SEE IT" Just listen to 2:05-2:15 if nothing else.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4NW-MvibHw"]YouTube- Tech N9ne - Hunterish (featuring Irv Da Pheno Excluisve 2009 BTS Suck TWL For Life

 

Oh yeah, I blame the initial feelings of weirdness on this that I found on "The official youtube thread"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U8BWBn26bX0"]YouTube- The Avalanches - Frontier Psychiatrist (Good Quality)

It was funny at first until the black cowboys were getting around to killing each other with kazoos, and the little girl over there talking about birds with the old lady was just creepy...