Is it worth trying to source Xanax online?

word up on that, except i would imagine MDMA to burrrrrrrnnn

 

That's a little bit of a joke I guess to make light of the seriousness of Xanax addiction, that I know well and I'm guessing TNS also has a bit of experience with. [Don't know for sure just what TNS ended up in rehab for.]

I never went to get the paxil... screw that.

I don't know... I feel shaken like a kitten that just got moved to a new environment.

This could be a computer program, a computer game, could be what it looks like; created by God, could what it looks like; created by chance, or it could even be just a thought contained in one [insane] mind. I'm talking about bigger shit than Xanax, etc. I'm thinking about a serious mental problem, or maybe I just finally got to the point where I started asking questions that have no answer and I can't become satisfied in my lack of knowledge when it becomes so painfully all encompassing. Even as I sit here to type I get the "Panoramic view" I associate with these types of thoughts and entering a new level of awareness I guess you could say. My senses are heightened and I have the full dose of adrenaline possible coursing through my veins... I should just be relaxing after work.

But I think I will just try to avoid all of these thoughts, all of these pharms, and probably all drugs, for a while.

"One might be, to become a tripped burnout, unintelligible yet most wise."
This is something I have considered in the past... I seem to have moved past this and I believe that true knowledge MAY come from psychedelic experiences, but really doesn't exclusively come from there.

"Or possibly focus on your professional goals using Rx pill popping as your crutch to some degree of success."
You see, the people around me are taking so much stock in this world and the seriousness of having money and a job and attaining wealth which we will store ON THIS EARTH. I read an article today about the first black woman to graduate from my college... she said her father would always say, "Get an education and grow in knowledge. Anyone can beat you down and they can steal everything you own; but what's in your head will never be taken away from you."

Corporate success is not high on my list right now... and I don't think the type of knowledge I'm seeking comes from a college. I feel as if I'm living a lie, I'm stuck in some unknown alternate reality. Everything any of us has ever known can be explained away.....

 

Your first paragraph is entirely covered in the basics of western philosophy if you enroll in a PHIL 101 course at your local university ... these are common themes. As a follow through, though I have not passed PHIL 101 with a C or better for various excuses; my most recent professor and was female, defined the term as 'love of life' and was a man-hating pastor who gave me 1% less than a passing grade though I did all work and was told to not stress as everyone will get the grade they want and I told her I can't keep failing.

Going straight edge sounds cold turkey. But I've seen it done and it works for some. There are these people called professional students who are so good academically they live off merit or other based scholarships and just enjoy a life spent learning as much of what they wish....

A prior professor defined philosophy as the study of (or) way of ones own life. You will be briefed on how the unexamined life is not worth living, we may all be chained to our cave watching shadow-plays on the wall... and maybe as far as discussing whether G_d is an external, internal, or social/communal force - by your own belief. Might be therapeutic n educational to try ...

But I'm not going to direct you to an alley to shoot some dope, or which hallway leads to your cubicle... Do what you do - please don't hurt anyone though.

 

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Well I'd snort pure alprazolam powder, but crushed up xanax is just too much binders.

e: no ones actually talking about sourcing xanax. Can it be done? I'd sure like to up my dose of xanax

 

Good news. .5's as needed. Got a script of some pink MYLAN A3's for when symptoms occur. I did take 2 mg now just for kicks, [after 8 months without a single Xanax in any amount] but it's just because this is the day I got it. The rest are strictly for when I have my actual anxiety symptoms [which do intermittently exist], and also as a psychedelic lifeline, or even enhancer... I'm thinking that if I just was on a small dose of Xanax about 20 minutes before dosing, it would make the come-up better, and set the tone for the next 2C-E trip. A friend's experience report was visuals were not reduced, and head fuck was only somewhat reduced, but really it was just feeling content and relaxed and just watching intense visuals. Except this report was on a 3 hits of acid preloaded with a full 2mg bar, where mine will be a mildly hefty dose of 2C-E and preload with a single .5 about 20 mins before, and if it feels right maybe another .5 when the come-up is starting. I'm gonna be trying to do a half of a pill of pepto bismol and a bit of ginger ale to wash it down with to see what that does for nausea/pain in the stomach effects from the 2C-E come-up.

 

If you can find a reliable source, go for it. The one time I tried from some Indian pharmacy I was ripped off. Not going to try internet pharms again unless I get reliable info that it's legit.

 

xanax is easy as fuck to order online i get all my pharmas online vallium temazepam mogadons everything.

 

dude i feel the exact same way