because it will cause me to go into a state of psychosis. didn't think it could happen or thought it would never happen to me. it all started when i did some lsd. i had done lsd many times in the past with no issues. this was the 3rd time that week i had done it so that might have been part of the problem. anyhow, it set me into this manic psychotic state. thanks to an anti-psych med called geodon (and i suppose lithium as well), i came out of it. as soon as i got out of the hospital i started toking again. everything was going fine until this one night i smoked some sweet kush and started hearing voices and fell back into that psychotic state. i had to be hospitalized again.. this time for almost 4 weeks. it was hell. but i'm out now and back to normal. it really kinda blows. oh and the meds i'm on can't be combined with alcohol so i can't even drink. pretty shitty.
i was just really pissed off, talking a lot, and hallucinating both visuals and auditory. my mind was just running a mile a minute and i couldn't slow down. i don't remember a lot of it.
I'm curious too I recommend giving it a few months and get stoned again to see if anything changes. It may not be permanent.
you should have just stopped taking LSD and marijuana, before you throw more drugs (lithium) on top of it.
That sucks. I remember the first time of me doing acid three times in one week. Something very similar happened. I kept smoking, the confusion was beautiful, but it brought me down considerably. It was a long process of going into a personal hell created from my dreams, and the mystical surrounding every day's experience. I was comparing my two major altered states since full time sobriety. The one where the constant was depression and every moment with my friends offered happiness, and The one where the constant was peace and every moment could be joy, pain, hopelessness. Hopefully you realize what you need and make that decision on your own level. For something to happen you have to be its #1 supporter. I would have to say smoking weed does far more than getting me stoned, it brings me into a state I think could be considered psychotic (hearing voices, visual ripples, huge fluctuations in feeling). The voices can also be very guiding and helpful....maybe yours can be too. Though not all make sense. I still feel very different and realize my mental states are unusual, however living with yourself is a key to doing what you want regardless.
well you gotta do what's right for you you have to ask yourself, Is smoking weed worth your metal heath state?
