HELP! SOMEBODY. acid shrooms e and much much more...what have i done!?

ive done just about every common drug. i smoke a lot of weed. ive fucked with uppers downers anything u can think of. ive done acid a few times,pcp once, shrooms a bunch of times, ive done e COUNTLESS times. ive even done a few things that i cant tell you what was in it, cause i dont know.

fairy dust- a powder i was told would make me feel like i was on shrooms, acid, e, and pcp. made me feel warm and wierd.

i was told i took 2cb. i think it was 2cI bc it gave me a small seizure.

i was smoking the other day, just pot, and i was seeing if i could control my brain and maybe release something, control how i felt, i dont know. i closed my eyes and shook my eyes.i felt like my brain shook too and i started to feel, like, waves surging through my body. it was unreal and at first i was excited, but not for long.

i felt like i was tripping out, way too fucked up to be high from weed. ever since that, a few days ago, i feel like my spine and neck are so strained. at night i feel like all the lights are too vibrant for being sober. and when i smoke i get retarted which shouldnt be happening from my tolerance.

has anybody ever heard of anything like this before?
i dont know where to look for answers.

what if i released one of the drugs ive done on my brain permanently, how will i find out.

anybody that can help ide really appreciate it

 

it's not permanent, but you gotta take a break now son. no other way. no ifs and or buts. youve done too much drugs and now you gotta take a break.

 

how do u kno it aint permanent?

 

Because it's the lingering effect of psychedelics. Do less drugs, you'll be fine. You're just paranoid.

 

if you abstain from everything including weed for at least a month or two, and abstain from E and psychedelics for more months [though if you've done more it could take more than a few] you'll be fine

 

Because this is what happens when you do too many drugs in too small a period of time. The effects can become permanent if you KEEP DOING DRUGS through this time. So just say no thanks for a few weeks, and you'll be feeling much better in a few weeks.

 

I get pretty severe neck and back pain sometimes when I trip, it's definitely not good but i can tolerate it. now I've never had HPPD, but i have never heard of it being permanent. even though it may be slow you will return.

LOL at fairy dust

 

thank you, everyone, and yea fairy dust was a lot of lol.

but i havent really tripped or rolled in excess in a while, going backwards...

a few days ago i started to feel like this
a week before I MADE MYSELF feel like this, i took two bombs. (e)
two months before the e i ate two hits of some strong ass acid
and it was 4 months between the acid and any other experimenting.

now there was a two year period prior to the 4 month brake where i tripped or rolled or did something serious at least once a week. why didnt it happen earlier?

 

youve lost your mind.Sit and think about what youve done and how your gonna help yourself. Go to the doctor with that small seizure

 

can someone please help me i am from connecticut and i cant find any l anywheres. if someone can help me hit me up at (203)954-6581 or email me at jrr0302@live.com

 

You know you've done to much in a small amount of time, you know you need to take a break, anyways you wouldn't be here asking us to reassure you. I wouldn't give it 100% to drugs but it seems as your loosing connection with yourself, the part of you that "supports" itself.

I agree with Mr. Writer

 

i just dont know what to do, i dont wanna wait to see if it goes away and have it become too late to do anything about.

 

ill tell you what you dont need to do: more drugs. dude for real stop everything for at least a month. then just drink man, or smoke bud

 

Jesus, if you want to try to con people into falling into a trap you need more then at least 3 post. Post for a year straight and work up to at least 500 posts and I'd say you might have a chance.

 

symptoms of kundalini awakening??....
and maybe also, a bad mindset for a trip?......

 

yeah....your either a cop or just reallllyy stupid

 

:deadxmas:

 

Just use some sense. Honestly, man...

I hope you feel better.

 

armed with a mind, what is kundalini awakening?

and thanks to everybody, youve been a big help.

 

Well, if it's any help after tripping a lot I find smoking weed brings the trip back.. getting high on cannabis has not been the same since I started tripping, but that's a good thing for me.

I have slight HPPD (i.e. when I get really tired/really stoned things go colour static and breathe a bit), I don't really mind. I've started spacing my tripping out a bit more, though.

Just go a month or two sober and it'll be alright.