Ok I'm gonna tell you a story if you wanna listen, listen and please feel free to respond......OK well two years ago it all started on a bus lol haha. It was my first day of high school and I was going home on the bus, so I got on and there was this boy sitting there. I didn't think much of him except he seemed mysterious and attractive. So more and more I began to watch this boy each day on the bus. I figured he was too much for me and not to metion he had a girlfriend and was a little bit of a "bad boy," and I was this little freshman with braces and I wore pink and looked all sweet and innocent (hahaha yeah right). This year flew by and what not and next year rolled around, it started off kinda slow untill I met this girl Jackie who kinda had this influence on me and I got to let my real self out before I knew it I started dressing I guess you would say "gothic" (man I hate labels) lol but anyways yeah I started doing that. Nothing crazy though just dressed in black and used heavy eyeliner, ok ANYWAYS lol. I started to dress like this. The boy from the bus started to I guess notice me more, I mean he did before but, I think he figured I was just a little girl and all innocent and what not ( i know he thought this cuz he told me). Anywho, so more and more I would see this kid and he would literaly stare me down. I have never had anyone to this day look at me like he did... Soon I began to really fall for him lol. Butterflies and light headedness lol the whole bit. One day I was over Jackie's and I decided to play around with him and IM him...SO I did and to make a long story short I realized he wanted me way...WAY more then I thought. We talked on the phone that night and so on blah blah blah. So... we began to talk more frequently....but like all fairy tales there was a problem... he had a girl friend dun dun dun! lol. SO it made it a little hard for us lol. I never kissed him or anything I was good I knew he had a girlfriend, and wouldn't interfer. Thing is he told his g/f she was an odd one, shes like cool and didn't care cuz thing is she cheated on him (weeeeird ass relationahip). OK so at this time my dad found out and was mad, seeing as the kid I liked A LOT had a girlfriend. One night after a lot of built up anger my dad called him it was 12 am and he basicaly told this boy to stay away and made it so I couldn't call this boy by blocking his phone call for a few weeks. I have never cried so hard in my life... After this we kinda stopped talking I mean we would still talk just not so much on the phone lol. After a while I gave up although he did not I realized it couldn't be... So I moved on while he tried his best to keep away from me. I moved on eventualy going out with this asswhole (biggest mistake of my life).... I didn't realize untill now (after the boy I love told me) just, JUST before I went out with this ass The boy I love broke up with his g/f...for me. He realized the next day I had just recently got a boyufriend....he was heartbroken and told me he cried like a little kid does when he cuts his knee lol. Ok going on I went to prom with the ass and saw the boy there the one i loved he just looked at me for a long time and looked away to his g/f all sad ( i could read his eyes....always).....Time passes and in the summer and up to recently we have been talking it hasn't been till lately I realize that I miss him and want to try again. He has such deep feelings for me. A lot of things he says make me laugh at there corniness and sometimes I don't belive him, and when I say I don't he gets really upset. I broke up with my boyfriend ....and his g/f with him, thing is he moved far away and there are still a lot of problems with us being together ( don't feel like telling them). So I will just wait. He will come back here he says, and I hope I can wait for him....I know it will be worth it... *sighs*
hey don't sweat it... be like water, always find a way around obstacles, always flow... it's your destiny. Just chill.
if he loves you he´ll come back and if you love him you´ll wait. well you don´t have to wait physicaly, more like in your heart
One thing ive learned from a relationship i had was to always trust your instincts.. always even if they are good or bad. I ignored mine and kept the relationship going till the point of us getting engaged to be married.. All the while my heart telling me to break it off.. I had this feeling like something was wrong but she would never tell me and got defensive when i asked. Turns out she wanted to be single when she left for college, In her heart she still wanted to see what was all out there you know? I think having someone to love her as much as i did got some of her confidence and self respect back. Things got pretty bad at the end b/c we both wanted to break up but neither of us would admit it.. Finnaly i decided to end it before more harm was done.. I still have mixed feelings on it and i feel for you Innocentpoison333.. I hope your heart finds what its looking for.
Wow that was like me and my ex's relasionship we both wanted to break up...I knew it and finnaly I was the one to do it yeah we were both sad and what not but in the end it worked for the best. He was in college and I just wanted him to experience knew things and not hold him back....He wasn't a good boyfriend I'm glad it is over
Yea, the only downside to this whole thing is now that ive been away from her im starting to really feel the love i still have for her. Some days its not so bad and then there are some that really get me down, Like when someone asks how we are doing b/c they didnt know we split. Although she seams to be moving on which is good..Im feeling regret, There was issues in our relationship that i didnt know how to deal with and i reacted in the wrong way.. Only now do i see that love is strange in a wonderful yet sometimes painful way..
Any other girls on the forums, or boys that have a story to tell about someone they love, a cute love story, a sad love story, and so on, post them
that sux but don't overtry on this guy unless you're sure you want him. If it happens it happens. Keep yourself open to other people don't just sit and wait for him then you could miss your chance with someone else. I know my advice might not be what you wanted to hear and that it doesn't take away any of the complication but fairy tales aren't true. Love isn't a set path like in the movies. People aren't made for each other some people are more compatibe with each other. Sorry, about the despairing truth but it's how it really is. If you want to talk about it more in depth feel free to give me a private message.
Yeah Duck I am keeping my eyes open I mean I'll wait but if I find someone else I like I may go for them
well then, heres my story...its my first kiss. it was just this summer, early august. my family and i decided to ditch our trip to disneyworld and go to this place we had never been to in Vermont.it was up in the mountains, and is a ski resort in the winter, but a water resort in the summer. most of the ppl there knew each other, rich ppl who owned time shares and went the same time every year, so their kids, coming from rich families, were mostly preppy asshole bitchs...5 days of lonlyness, thats what i was looking forward to. there was this building with a big tv and pool table and computers that was ONLY for teens. i hid out there during the day, when no one else was around, and was online most of the day. as a rocker(i too hate lables lol) i felt very left out, u no,im not the type to go walking around in short jean shorts and a skimpy pink bikini top...well, it was my second day, a sunday afternoon. i got brave and decided for once to go to the teen place when there would b ppl there...walking up the walk to the building i began to feel embaressed becuase i forgot to pack my contact stuff and was wearing glasses the whole trip, so i kept my head down. i happened to just look up, and i looked right into the eyes of one of the cutest ppl iv ever seen. in 90 degree weather, he was wearing black pants and a black coat, pail, light freckles, wonderful green eyes, and long blond hair in a ponytail. i have never seen or had a guy look at me with more LUST...i was so shaken..i just walked in and went on the comp. as usual, but with a second on it the boy came with a big smile and plopped down beside me "wazup homie???" thats how it i met Dante(he called himself Damian)...he was the most interesting guy i ever met. There was a lot about his life that i didnt believe, but then again there was a lot that he proved true...a half egyption, half romanian, he was orphaned at 3 and taken in by a japanese guy, who took him to japan until he was 10, when he was adopted by millionaires from miami. until that time he was taught karati (he was amazing at it)and has arthritis in his knees cus of all the vigorious work out he had...now in miami, he was a drug dealer...and was friends with mostly black kids (he was a year older then me)and he talked (im not being rasist here)black(hence the homie lol)yet dressed "goth", long overcoats and eyeliner... anyway...it is hard for me to explain, just how this boy was, not his life, but with me. he brought me out of that room full of morons, and walked with me the whole day. he brought me to all these beautiful spots around the mountains, places where hed found solice there for the past week. he poured out his soul to me, and neither of us knew y. he made me feel so special, saying how beatiful he thought i was, in everyway, and how he never met anyone like me b4...he even loved my glasses we staied hidden in the woods by the stream...it was beautiful. it was amazing though how well he knew me, and just what i thought. he said something about kissing, and just from my eyes he guessed, astonished, that id never been kissed. i had to go to dinner with my family, but met up with him later on. it was dark, and i met him under this tent. i made sure i looked my best. once again, there was pure awe on his face, iv never seen anything like it except in movies lol he complimented me on everything from my shoes to my hair...and didnt want to let me go. he was so upset when he had to tell me he was leaving the next afternoon. i was too, id b alone again, and without this amazing person. he sat alone, he held my hand. This kid he talked to came, and brought some alcohol. id never really drank without my dad b4, but in one day i felt so comfortable with dante that i didnt care. we both got seriously buzzed...but it helped to open me up, becuase iv always been sorta quiet when without my friends. we laughed and had so much fun. when others came we went away. i wanted to b alone with him. we sat on this large rock, inthe middle of the night, in the mountains. staring into my eyes he said once again how beautiful my eyes were, how he could fall into them they were so dark...he kissed me. for my first kiss i enjoyed it EMENCELY, i didnt want it to end. he stood up, excited, and told me to fallow him, so i did. he ran, holding my hand, into the empty ski lift building, where the ski lifts went in and turned around to go back up...it was dark, with two seats. we sat holding each other, kissing only a little, but mostly just sitting with the wind howling outside. whenever i tried to do anything nice, like kiss his neck, hed push me away, pain in his eyes. he was a "man whore" so to speak, and had been with MANY girls. he didnt care about them, used them. he took my hand, looked at my eyes and said "please, dont do that. i like u more then that, and i want u to b special." he pretty much told me not to turn him on too much becuase he thought i was too good for that. i almost cried. we left each other that night planning on meetin up in the morning. we did, and were sober, so i was a bit quieter. but with the help of my video camera, we had sooo much fun together. just in time to say goodbye, i had opened up again. we ran to b alone again, he looked almost like he was gonna cry. "im gonna email u everyday." we hugged tight. he began to b mad at me "y did u have to b so shy? y couldnt we have met the first day u came???" i apalogized, we kissed, and i watched him leave. since this day i talked to him once online. he was in a bad position, a few of his close friends had died, a shoot out. he was raging on and on, how he wished to seek revenge...on everyone but me. "you will always b safe" and then he got offline...and i never talked to him again. i still wonder about him, and wish to fly down to miami FL just to find him. but then i step back, read this post, and realise that the story of my summer love was better left the way it is.
Wow, Madison you never really told me that story in detail....*sigh* lol now I'm depressed you are lucky to have a summer love...I always wanted one of those *sighs again* .....
I would have had a cute story cause I was at this stupid mission trip to W VA. (I mean what the fuck if I'm going to be helping out in the country why not just work around where I live PA) me and some chick I like were going to sneak out and stay up to watch the sunrise on our last night there (kinda cheesy her idea though). This really fucked up kid that likes her got kinda suicidal though and not only pissed me off (I was going to pull a cop and beat him to death with a mag-light) but also ruined our night. I still wanna kill the fucker and I still have a major crush on the chick but since neither of us like church I never see her I have the guts to ask her out but, everytime I do see her either I got sumtin' to do (usaully I got free Steelers tickets) or she is not in a good mood and I don't even approach her. So see innocent poisin lovelife sucks for me too. P.S. I have other girls I could try with but I don't like them much
wow, im so sorry. that still was a story u no, adn sad. as of now i am sad too. my bf who i loved broke up with me. i cant b pesimistic. so yea, we all have sad thoughts on relationships as of now.
I have one! But it's confusing. I was with this guy in a somewhat long distance relationship, about eight months ago. We met through a friend, and after three months we were on the phone to each other six hours a night. The phone calls went on for about two months, and we got really close, emotionally, throught that. The dude even went so far as to masturbate very loudly while he was on the phone with me. He and I were making plans to meet in my city and stay together for a week while my dad was away. He ended up going to Egypt with his family on the week we were supposed to spend together, and we were both really dissapointed. (And I know he left, I was talking to him when he got on the plane, and he called me in about two weeks, the day he came home.) One night, about a week afteer he got back, he called, and we chatted for an hour or two. My sister called me, and I had to call her back right away. So I said to him, "I'll call you back in fifteen." And he was like, "Ok, but hurry, I really have so much to tell you!!" I called him back. No answer. No answer on his phone for two months. I tried calling his house, but his dad said "He can't take phone calls. Goodbye." every time I would call. His mom gave him my messages, but told me he couldn't contact me. Just a few weeks ago, he called me from his cell phone. He sounded very scared, and like he was about to cry. He called me by the nickname we gave each other, and I asked him where he's been. I was worried about him. His answer, in his exact words, was "Well, it's a long story. An older man has made me his bitch." And he took a breath, and started to talk, " I love you, I'll call you when I can, I love you..." and next thing I know I hear some shouting, and his phone is dead. I don't really know what happened. But when I called his house, to possibly talk to his mom, who is a very very nice person, his dad picked up. I asked him where is son was. He said, after about twnety seconds of total silence. "He isn't in tonight." I haven't heard from him since. I don't know what happened. I know his dad used to beat him, but I don't know if he's doing it again. I know this guy wouldn't dump me like that, especially with what he and I were planning on doing, and after spending six months together. We had an agreement on it, and he is a man of his word. What do ya'll think?
my story is cute but without the E lol sorry im in a real emo mood at the moment i was basically obsessed with this girl but everytime i spoke to her i got nervous and acted like a twat and fucked everything up so she thought i was weird and didnt like me back not really a love story but i really liked her. lol im an idiot when it comes to females