lately i have beem feeling really numb, it's been heard for me to feel happy or sad or anything. i have been really bored and everything thats fun i can barely appreciate. i have a great life with loving parents and a nice middle class home ect. but everything has been really bland lately. maybe it's because of the winter, maybe because i have been grounded for like 2 weeks (i have been sneaking out at night but even that hasn't satisfied me) has anyone else felt this way before. i think its because my parents barely let me out of the house, i want to be free more than anything in the world.
nah but in all seriousness, its probably the winter man.. where do you live? if its somewhere with harsh winters, where you're indoors most of the time.. thats probably it. the sun rarely shines in NY during the winter, so its like dark and gray outside all the time, and having to be inside for so long takes its toll on all of us.. being deprived of fresh air, warmth and sunshine for so long makes me feel the same way you described sometimes too.. unfortunately the only thing we can do (aside from taking a vacation if you have the means) is wait for spring to thaw us out.. also, have you ever felt this way before for any reasonable length of time?
But yeah, life goes in waves. some times will be fun, others boring. It will be like this all your life, trust me someday you will appreciate the downtime! For now, trust my world when I tell you things will change soon enough, and your life will become exciting once again.
There is a such thing as seasonal depression. The sun is an important factor in our day to day moods. I know if I i didn't have activities I loved to do in the winter then I'd probably be in a depressed slump as well. Also how much pot do you smoke? I've noticed in my times of heavy pot use/abuse it can put me in a state of almost feeling numb to feelings and can give me a sense that nothing is really that important. I dunno its something to look into at least.
It certainly can be from the winter. Try volunteering. Anywhere, doing anything for people/causes that need the help. Always a quick way to get yourself out of a funk
Bored with life? Sighh.. Aren't we all.. Just make a list of things you want to do before you die and fucking do them.
when i'm not grounded about 2 or 3 times a week so not that often and chadcr01 i live in boston so its basically the same here, low 20s everyday with a gloomy overcast, it sucks.
Go to CoCo Keys! It's just north of boston, a big indoor water park. It lifts my spirits to just walk around in a bathing suit and pretend it's summer all day! Tropical plants and water slides!