It seemed like me and my girl were one person when we took acid a couple days ago, we were really close cuddling on a couch with relaxing music playing and i think we were both thinking about how much we care for eachother, then somehow I could control her, I realized that whatever emotion i was feeling she would feel too, it was intense, so me being a guy I said in my head " You're horny " She got a look in her eye like she was about to fuck me for a good 3 hours, right as that happened the dog laying next to us ( black lab ) barked, she snapped out of it and said " Wow see, even the dog sensed it " Ive been thinking about this ever since it happened, I have an incredible ability to FEEL peoples emotions, its really hard to explain but if anyone has any idea what i'm talking about please give me some advice... I'm able to read peoples minds also, it sounds crazy i know, i don't have enough time right now to write up all the stories but heres one. One day me and my girl decided to do CCC for the first time together, I weigh 180 so I took around 24 CCCs she weighs 98 so she took 14 shit was really intense we were laying in my bed listening to music, it seemed like our bodies were morphing together into one, whenever I would say something she would respond in a softer tone of voice, and we would talk, deep conversations, deep. I started sobering up quicker than her because Ive done CCC alot, she hasnt it was her first time. Thinking we can still communicate like we have, I asked her something, i forget what it was but ill never forget her response " Thats such a sober question " right after that, she started freaking out, rolling around saying her trip is going bad, and that shes cold and for me to get her out of it. I was freaked out at that point. Im lost guys, there was another time that me and her were doing drugs and we were laying really close to eachother and I read the thought she was having in her head...... ahh I dont even know how to explain any of this in writing because it was so fucked up. I'm waiting for any responses.
it sounds like you passed the test my friend, but haven't quite figured out that you can never go back also, kind of a bad place for this post
after reading your post over, i think youre being sarcastic, i'm really trying to keep this a serious post because I need answers... I've turned to astrology, and I really dont like what I saw http://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?p=184505&posted=1#post184505 Algol-Medusa is a power Star and one that many can indeed wear as a badge of honour and charisma, and not a mark of doom or a sign of wickedness. It is described by modern astrologers Bernadette Brady and Diana Rosenberg as: feminine wisdom, creative power, consuming passion, intense sexuality; confrontation and then assimilation of the dark side of life and human nature. ... I think thats got something to do with my 'problem' ... I really need guidance, thats the best way to put it.
sounds like you are/were goin further down a rabbit hole but not the same one as her. it happens a lot with everyone. and i dont think astrology will help you at all. when u hang with her next, i'd try to be more in the mood of things rather than in your head.
acid test. merry pranksters reference. basically it was people that were attempting to open the eyes of society to the magic of a psychadelic experience and the effect it will have on the person who experiences it. passing the test is a reference to the way that psychadelics open your mind to new channels of thinking. during your experience your views on the world around you and life in general become so skewed that it is insanity. as you come down and realize that it is actually going to end you tend to analyze everything you have ever been through in your life, and what you will go through. even if its subconsious, i believe this happens for sure your first time, and depending on the setting, every time. thus changing not only the way your mind will work in the future based on your experience, but the way you will percieve the day to day grind and challenges you will face in your life from that point forward. one of my favorite qualities of LSD is exactly what you were speaking of on how you felt as if you were one person and could actually control your girlfriend. some people that eat a lot of psychadelics can actually hone this skill, and have a lot of fun with it. the best way i can explain it is that the way LSD works is if something is suggested, wether it be verbal or other, we have infinate ways of communicating, it becomes your reality. eventually you learn how to control mood and activities by capitalizing on this. the fact is that you were controlling her through subtle communications. slight smirks, eye contact, a touch. things you would not normally pick up on can at this point write a book. and you are both totally receptive to this, and understand it completely without question. when i trip intimately with my fiance, one thing we like to do is light a bunch of candles that will remain a safe distance from us, put on music that has a beat to it, but is at the same time, somewhat ambient. get naked and just get in bed. usually we start with verbal cues to get the mood set, but the goal is to not communicate at all how we normally would. this is not neccessarily sex, although sex is involved, not always penitrative, but something more. usually we will face eachother and i will put my hands on her shoulders and she will start describing how she wants to be touched. once she starts me off she will stop talking to me and we attempt to communicate with eachother with no words we will direct eachother. its amazing, but you truely can get so inside the other person that you both get exactly what you want, where, and how, at the same exact time without saying a single word. if you ever attempt that, or anybody that reads this, make sure that both people do not expect sex. you must not expect ANYTHING. it is about the moment and nothing more. the exact millisecond your fingertip touches the perfect spot while your lips are kissing the exact spot on your partners neck they are craving exactly when your lips touch, and follow the exact path down their arm that they are needing. sometimes sex happens, sometimes it doesnt, but its infinately better if you live in the moment instead of walk towards what is expected. you can never go back because you have opened a door and seen the other side. its kind of like dying. once you die, and get the answers, you cannot unlearn the knowledge. LSD is a part of you, embrace her, learn from her, and treat her right
I've had such close and out of body experiences while stoned or tripping. Still don't know exactly what it was - real extrasensory perception or just one part of my brain fucking with another. Assuming that psychic phenomena are real then of course a hypnotic drug would allow that to happen. If there is a part of us that can leave the physical body and then it is likely psychedelics can open that as well. Once while laying face down on the floor heavily stoned, I swear I drifted forward (top half of my body sunk into the floor). I saw black with spots of light, much like the universe. Is that what happened or was it all a mind game. IDK. Don't know if anyone will ever find conclusive proof. Just enjoy the experience and make of it what you find most real. You know reality is mutable and up for debate.
I dont know who I am, i'll just say that. Would taking 4 or 5 hits of acid( Ive done it once before, 3 hits ) in a room by my self with no music, tv, no outer technology, be a good idea? Would it help me answer some questions? My girl says I should try it, whats your opinions
I'm sorry sir if you took 3 hits of lsd and wanted to take more, 4-5 hits. thats not acid, and u shouldest be putting that in your body. infact you should probably tell who ever u got that from to get that off the streets. no one should have to eat 4-5 hits of lsd to be satisfied with the results. it takes one sliver, this big === and your set for 12 hours. and your totally content with everything. You probably should not buy that again.