im not afraid of conspiricies

every thought that is supposed to comfort me sickens me. and every thought that i find comfort in sickens other people. im afraid of subliminal messages. i think theyre so bizzare and the cause of the most worst type of insanity.

just because there is so much to be said doesnt mean that it already hasnt been spoken. and i pick up these things like a psycho, but cant seem to find the core meaning of what they really are. cause if i do. it slaps me in the face and becomes a delusion...or so they tell me.

for every reality i come up with to try to use to cope with the things that i hear it seems theres an alter ego of myself out there lying to everyone about what im actually saying.

other than that i feel pretty calm i guess. would anyone care to reply...
i stayed up all night and is hellllllaa boooooreedd.

btw i messed up in the order i typed the first couple of sentences. too lazy to change them. i hope everyone has a gg open museum day.

 

yeah meth binges make ppl say things like that

 

i wouldnt know ive never even smelt meth