Hey XXARU yeah when she was actually doing it she was fine .. she had a great supply of drugs and was desensatised to the life style, she told me it was like a blur , one day ran into the next .. reversed sleeping patterns ,, hardly any good nutrition .and pushing the emotions aside to get through another day .. .. it was a few months after she quit , went through the mental decision of quitting for good , then the remourse of what she had done .. she remembered having to have sex with people she was not attracted to at all . she felt sick thinking of it .. I think that once a hooker quits and has time to reflect she eventually falls into depression , the benefits of money are gone , all thats left is sadness and the knowledge you gave your soul for cash .. I remember having sex with her when she was still working ... it was pretty good .. it was wild , fun and we are really out of it .. That remained for a few months after she quit .. then she started to have flash backs .. because we didnt indlulge in drugs and alcohol all the time before sex.. It gradually got worse .. it was stop start .. she would look blankly at me, cry .. shake .. She couldnt be slow or intimate , couldnt look me in the eye .. she was a total emotional mess. I saw her today ... still a bloody mess , came past to use my phone ... she has no cash .. she cant work a day job because she is totally un reliable .. gets upset at anything ... Man its totally fucked her life .. i had to stop her from topping her self a few times .. So yeah when you are on the slippery slide its fun but when you land in shit you still stink .. She says the smell of the men is in her head .. she cant wash it off .. And she was a high class hooker .. she got paid a lot , not a street hooker .. which i could imagine would be worse .. Anyhoo it helps to voice this so thanks for listening people
I've always heard you don't pay a hooker for sex... You pay her to leave when it's over. If you don't want any attachment there is no good reason not to.
yes, i once visited a prostitute. i drove her to pick up some crack, then we went to her apartment and smoked some of it. (true story, i should mention that this was several years ago though) i've never had sex with a prostitute though.
I hope not :cheers2: I am not really the sort who would, but I got very stoned and drunk in Amsterdam and yeah, I went with a hooker But it was peer pressure (the whole group I was with did so), and although it sounds seedy, it really wasn't. Amsterdamage
Well of course I had my own free will, I could have not but I think both you and I understand how peer pressure works, i'm not going to spell it out for you. If you had a complete point, you could argue that peer pressure doesn't exist, and that it's all just a figment of our imagination. We are the masters of our own destiny after all So invariably, my decision was influenced to by others to some degree at least. Pedantic sod
hahaha i had my first encounter as i was railing K in the living room two friends of mine were piping a ho from a small town. she was charging $30 for 15 min which i thought was crazy, then i saw here and i thought i must have been snorting something else, she was so nasty i dnt understand where the entitlement to charge so much came from, one friend couldnt even make it through the first 5. haha and she wouldnt suck it after it was in her pussy so that must say something about it too, hahahaha hos hos hos
I'm not so concerned for details or rules as I am delighted by the responses I get from you. My full point would simply be that you had to have had a full head of steam to go through with it and sure your friends helped you to go ahead. Not so sure why you would make the disclaimer to begin with.