I'm a lesbian with a crush on my male professor

Yep. Just what the title says. The crush itself isn't much of a "confession" since it doesn't really bother me. I still like women, but he's the only man I like "that way."

The bad part is he's my professor and married (at least, I think he's married...not completely sure about that). But I continue to think about him all the time anyway. It's frustrating because all I can do is think about it. I'm not into being a mistress and I'm sure that as long as he's my professor then there's no way anything could happen. I just hate it. It's like some twisted cosmic joke - when I actually find myself really attracted to a man, he's in an unavailable position.

WTF?

Anyway, that's my "confession" for the day.

 

then you are no longer a lesbian

 

^ Eh, all our sexualities are more fluid than we like to admit.


I used to get hard a lot in my philosophy teachers class. I typically consider myself as straight or maybe bi-curious - but he was definitely not an attractive man.
However, he was someone I really admired with a very strong personality and a very strong energy. I attribute it to that, or something.

Weird things happen, don't let it shake you too much.

 

Yeah, I know that at times we are powerless when it comes to attraction. It's kind of like with your philosophy teacher, my professor is a great guy, not really all that attractive, but his specialization in history is what I'm going to do. So, he's great to talk to and very funny. It's just an awkward position considering he's grading me and married. I'm usually very forward and let the person know when I like them. In this case, I really can't do that.

 

Actually, that's exactly like my philosophy teacher. He had that student of life attitude that I want to achieve some time.
This is very interesting.

 

I have had feelings like that for teachers and professors before. Although, never to the same sex. The intelligence and knowledge is just so sexy.

 

Haha! It is interesting....I would totally make out with him. Well, if he were unmarried and not grading me. He's a tall, skinny guy and his hairline is receding. He reminds me of Ichabod Crane, but in a less Disney way, if that makes any sense. I'm doing an Independent Study with him right now so every week it's just me and him in his office talking about British women. Good God. I've also felt this attraction to another History prof (female) who isn't really attractive either. She's confident and smart and I think that is part of her appeal.

 

Hell yes it is!