I have to go to narcotics anonymous 3 times a week and have a form signed to show that I went. I decided to take 17mg of 2c-i before I went yesterday. DAMN that shit was intense! But I'm glad I went. This girl sitting next to me had a spiral notebook and was drawing graffiti type artwork in it, in more than one color pen. I was checking it out because I was tripping and it looked cool, and I thought she looked good too. I was debating in my head whether or not to approach her or not for a while. Finally I got past caring about the fact that the fact that i was tripping at NA was weird commented on her artwork. She looked up startled as if she had been really focused in on her artwork and looked up at me and I noticed her pupils looked dilated. Then I asked her for her number and she gave it to me. The whole thing was kindof awkward, i THINK she may have been tripping too, but it seemed like too much of a coincidence though. I haven't called her yet but I will probably call her tomorrow, I just hope she is cool with tripping like Im hoping! The rest of the NA meeting was very intense though! I actually thought about sharing, but decided it was probably best to keep my mouth shut so I wouldn't get found out. Hopefully no-one noticed me looking around too much, and I know my pupils were big but no one looked me directly in the eye except for that girl, and her pupils looked big to me too so it doesn't matter lol.
its not that im worried about them ratting me out, I just don't want them to know...especially when im trippin. And hearing them talk about some of the shit that they talk about while tripping made me reconsider tripping there again. I've done it twice now but I don't know if I could handle anything heavier like shrooms or something. I don't think I would waste an hour of shrooms there anyway, they don't last long enough to fuck around with that shit.
There's only so few things that give out the fact your tripping. Laughing fits and pupils seem to be what fucks me over, lol. When it comes to LSD/mushies though I wouldn't even bother trying to be sober on them lmao. 2C's are manageable
