Captain Cannabis V2

I've turned a new leaf. My life has officially restarted.... It feels good... Damn good.

I broke up with my girlfriend... Hard thing to do, I almost teared up. She cried and cried and I just hugged her and told her that I need to experiment with my life. I told her she was the best friend that anybody could ever have..

I don't wanna explain it all, it's really fucked up.. She said one thing thats gonna haunt me forever "if you ever change your mind i'll be waiting".. I almost balled my eyes out when I heard that but I kept it together.

When I left her mom hugged me and was crying and so did her dad.. Well her dad didn't cry but he still hugged me. I was like a kid of theirs, and he knew I was like the best thing to ever happen to his daughter.

Now I feel so new. The whole world is different now.

The other girl I've been talking about is so into me.. It's awesome. It's weird because now I'm the older one in the relationship. It's so different, but I like it.

I'm gonna chill with her tomorrow at her place... It's funny because whenever were together it's always so (and forgive me for sounding gay when I say this) but it's cutely awkward... Whenever we make eye contact for long periods of time she still laughs.

I love it.

I'm feel terrible because I've hurt someone.... But I feel good because I'm making a new person feel happy.

 

good luck exciting times ahead.

 

Aww I know you loved your ex.. you always talked about her and she seemed awesome. At least it was a clean break up and hopefully you guys can still be really good friends. Now with this new girl.. Good luck! You're gonna have some fun times.

 

Sad but exciting.Good luck man.

 

good luck, and for the record
/headdesk

 

well now you can be with this other girl

 

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umm.. good luck?

 

oooooooh shiiit! you picked the mushroom girl! ah well, it's probably for the best. this is the age to fiesta and have fun, get to it!

 

I didn't really "pick" one of them... I just decided to start like a new way of doing things so this was the start.

 

are you staying friends with your now-ex?

 

I'm gonna run into her all the time anyway so I'm going to have to.

I know she's gonna start talking to my buddie's recently now ex girlfriend a lot. They became friends through us and now they'll probably talk and drink together like all the time now. That's what always happens with the girls in our group of friends..

 

this is the best time to start over! new yearrr

 

ha ditched one for the other....

 

I didn't ditch her man.. It's a lifestyle change. I'm changing everything

 

disregard

 

so.. i guess in the end it really doesn't matter.. but yeah.. it doesn't seem like the most logical idea.. but i say it doesn't matter because after high school.. i doubt your current relationship would have lasted much longer.. but im pretty sure.. after high school.. you're not gonna want to have a gf that still has two years left... i also really hope you realize whats gonna happen when you run into your now ex.. with this whore you fell for.. it's going to crush her.. because unless you told your ex that you were leaving her for this girl.. things are gonna hit the fan and she may not be all that "there" for you anymore

 

Everything will work out. And she isn't a whore.

 

i think you should wait a while.

this girl is younger, and yes, that may seem nice and different, but i agree with joker, you wont want to date a girl who still has to deal with high school related things, especially once you graduate.
and you'll probably miss this ex of yours too. in the end, you might end up going back to her, especially if she's going to be hanging around friends of yours... old feelings will come up, even if you don't want them to.

of course, you're in high school... so relationships aren't ideal, if you're looking for something to last forever, which at this point... doesn't seem like a good idea.

if you're looking for a total change in lifestyle, i don't think jumping into another relationship, or even thinking about one is a good idea. live life as a single guy for awhile, seriously. i highly suggest you doing so, especially if you want a lifestyle change, because something NEW doesn't mean a new girl.

 

I dunno guys. I feel like I need to be with this girl for now.