midnight

who will be staying up to midnight new years eve? what'cha doing?

 

Just got invited to a huge, playboy party. Yay!

 

Probably not. I got invited up to a party out in the country, but getting blind drunk and stoned isn't my thing these days (not all the time anyway).

 

Heading to another city to visit some friends, hopefully they have something in mind I did have a ticket to a nearby hotel that hosts this amazing NYE party, but I'd feel out of place, so I'm trying to sell it now...

 

pics?

i'm just gonna hang out with the kids. watch them get silly as they try to stay up til midnight.

 

I'll for sure stay up, and hoapfully be blazed off my ass.

But we'll see

 

I'm going to my friends. That naught be the only way I stay up to midnight.

 

Do you find that the older you get, the more you require a specific activy to keep you awake or interested in a party? I'm really falling into the hilarious game/poker thing.

 

Well, if you call stimulating conversation and people with similar interests to my own "specific activities", then yes.

 

Stimulating conversation is hard to come by with seven kids running around screaming. It sounds nice. I seem to recall being intersted in the conversations once upon a time.

 

I don't want kids, for now anyway. Seriously, I love kids. I think they've got the world figured out....but I just would worry about never being able to give them the life they deserve.

 

I do that, too. No avoiding it.

 

I bet they've turned out fine/will turn out fine though. That's the irony.

 

Thus far, they're pretty good. But my myriad failures are pretty glaring to me. But when they want or need me I do my best. And then I lay in bed feeling like a fuck up who's robbing my children.

 

My Mum was crazy, everybody gave her crap for the way she brought us up. Now my sister and I are about the most considerate and genuine people I know. If I do have issues, they're due to health problems that she had nothing to do with. It all works out in the end.

 

I can really relate to that. Except my mum really did deserve the crap for the way she brought us up, yet, I knew she loved us above all. It does all work out, somehow.

 

On the other hand my father was a sociopath who threatened to send me to jail for not putting away my crayons fast enough (I was putting them away, I just wasn't doing it fast enough) and I am an emotionally crippled freak.

so, don't fuck up your kids too bad, or they'll be crazy hateful bastards who wish you dead.

constantly.

 

I wouldn't say that.

You have goodness in your heart, and you will kill the emperor in order to save your own son and thus temporarily rid the universe of the Sith Lords.

 

if i'm awake, as i probably will be.
only for the simple reason that i USUALLY am.
i will most likely be on the internet somewhere.
as this seems for the moment to be the most gratifying part of my life.

i do not anticipate celibrating in social company.
such is not my custom.
though i will make no effort to entirely avid doing so.

i understand december 31st will be a "blue moon"
which is to say, the second time in the same month the moon will be full
(although i used to think that meant the second time in the same month it was dark)

i love okami sama.

 

Now that the snow has moved out of the area and I have no excuse for not going out tonight and revel in a display of drunken depravity nothing, I’m going to stay home all night and watch others suckers act-the-fool

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