I have been trying em on and off for about 5 years, never got addicted cause i never did em that much. I started off with vicodin, that stuff made me feel really high, almost too high. So I did that occasionally, it was best for taking at school or work, i have done it like 40 times, never regretted it. Last couple years I got some morphine, percocet, oxy. Those are much more amazing. Oxy is just too good, i don't even care about that I know I would be hooked really fast. Morphine, is perfect. It is my third favorite drug that i have done. I just feel like everything is better than better. I love opiates so much, and never realised how good drugs can be before i did them. Every time i do them, i feel like i love them more and more. This is not good. I can see myself getting addicted. I have always had very good control with drugs except weed. Thats how people get addicted to opiates they just love doing them alot at first huh? I probably won't get addicted because I tend to make sure i don't fuck my life with drugs, just a part of me wants to be addicted because i love it. I'm sure Im better off than most people, I just hope it doesn't get harder to stop thinking about them. Come to think of it, thats the key of not getting into addiction, you just have to force yourself to not even think of the thing you want. I should be mabey trying opium soon, you think thats better than morphine?
my days with opiates are behind me.. shit got outta control... i could easily take down 350mg of vicodin in no time at all... oxy.. opana.. dillies.. heroin.. did it all.. then one day my body went haywire after a good opiate binge.. and i stopped cold turkey... to answer your question.. morphine aint shit.. and you can find better bang for your buck... the primary alkaloid in opium is Morphine.. then there is also codeine and thebaine.. but in lesser amounts.. you want a true opiate experience.. find yourself some Opana.. stay away from the chiva.. that black tar heroin is shit.. good luck if you can find some powdered heroin on the west coast.. thats the real way to go... mmm
i took a 10mg methadone pill yesterday and was high as fuck for over 12hrs.. mixing LSD with oc&heroin was the ultimate though..
K thanks joker. See I have it so under control right now that i still have never had any kind of tolerance to any opiate yet. I have heard that alot of people don't care too much about morphine, but it's like my favorite opiate so far. Theres something about how "calm" and "relaxed" the high is that is priceless. Yeah not sure what chiva is lol, I might try powdered heroin eventually if i come cross it, but injecting anything is against my rules. Orison- That is a brilliant combo. (LSD being my 2nd favorite drug) I think when i snowboard i might try like 50 mg morphine for the last half of the trip for a perfect comedown. (got the morphine for free)
I have always pondered on the mentality of addicts.... and where the line of addiction/moderate use lies. I have never tried any opiates, so i can not relate to this thread at all... The only addictive substances i have tried are cocaine and amphetamines - and those stayed on my mind for days after use... Is that just because the experience was really fun and the great feelings associated with it are somewhat lingering in the recent events section of the brain? I cant help but kinda imagine it as a disguised onset of a potential addiction - which i confess scares me. But for example after a mushroom trip, it lingers on my mind also for days, and i cant help but feel excited for the next time i will trip and how amazing the experiece is... yet its a non addictive substance. I am just really curious and do not have enough experience with really addictive substances to make my own theory on it =/
I was just talking abotu this shit on another forum I'm on...was telling a noob experiences/why people do opiates in the first place "Recently I just did OC 6 days in a row. Usually I just binge for 3 days then take a 2 week break an that's been working out really well for me, but there are times when it's easy to slip up and just keep doing it. Stay educated about it though and stop before it's too late. Those 6 days raised my tolerance quite a bit so I'm stopping for awhile. They get abused because good opiates are the ultimate euphoria. Oxycontin, for me, is just one of those things I could do any time any place all day everyday. It's probably smartest not to even start with opiates. I'm blessed with a very non-addictive personality, but even opiates can suck me in sometimes. As long as you're aware of the dangers and have a decent head on your shoulders and don't have an addicting personality, you can play with fire an not get burned, but i got a taste of that slippery slope a few times now and it scares me pretty bad. I've been using for almost 2 years now (not including hydrocodone) and have never been physically addicted or gotten my tolerance above 40mg with OC, and it's only been that high twice since I've been using." basically, be careful with it...and gtfoutta here with morphine lol. The only 3 opiates I will do anymore are OC, Opana, and dilly. My little Opana weekend a month ago scared me pretty bad though. That shit is so god damn euphoric its insaaaane. Dunno when I'll be touching that stuff again.
So your saying you've never smoked a cig? Yeah i have done coke like 10 times at least and its a good feeling, but after its done i try to train my mind to only remember the shitty parts about it, how you feel icky afterwards. That really helps me to stop thinking about it. Cigarettes are so gross that i don't even like doing them at all anyway. However, I could feel the biggest force when i tried Oxycontin. I am glad i experienced that, when i was on it all i was thinking is omg this is the perfect feeling ever its really what heaven feels like and subconsciously thinking wow i can really get used to doing this again but then my stronger subconscious came in and was like nope, i'm superior over this body and will not break my rules, no matter how "great" i feel. So yeah it all comes down to that for me. I feel like i don't ever need to do any of those drugs again if i want, and if i do happen to do them, then it won't even be a big deal. However, throughout life i do always want at least 5 beers a week, and be nice to get high at least once every couple days on average. Also, i seem to love LSD alot, I know it fucks you if you do it a bunch, but I seem to have a long term addiction to it, i need at least a low dose of it a few times a year. That is as important as weed is. When you feel the addiction button beeping in your head for a danger drug, then theres no excuses, its either you do it or you don't. I have had an addictive personality for all my life, some things i don't care that i'm addicted, because there is minimal consequence, so i just let the addiction continue. Since i have been addicted so much I know the exact feeling of "needing to do something" when i recognize that urging feeling with a dangerous drug i just drop it and move on.
I smoked for two years before i quit. Have not smoked a cigg for over a year. And honestly, i want to smoke again so bad right now (get like this once or twice every few months) Quitting was not very hard, i began smoking a pack a day (at 17) and it no longer was enjoyable... i made some choices and stopped. Now i am questioning if i was even addicted... because i decided to stop, and i stopped. fuck i don't know really... i sound retarded to myself right now
Lol, thats really weird you didn't get withdrawl symtoms?? First comes the psychological addiction, then once your in the addiction is when physical addiction comes in. Thankfully i never have experienced the latter. And thank you for your concern dazed gypsy.
Opiates will forever be my favorite...but like you said, they're too good. I've limited my use to once a week or every other week, which is really good since a few months back i let it become a $200 a day oxy habit. For 3 months i did them daily until i was doing 240-320mg a day. When i woke up one day and decided to cold turkey opiates, i wished that i had never even started; withdrawal is a fucking bitch.
