Realizing that everyone, deep down is out for thereself, theres nothing wrong with it, just how it is, and acting accordingly. so when i say im paranoid, it means im saying, i know the possibilities of a situation, and look for signs to that particular situations risks... yeah.
I find that the less that I care about what other people do, and the less I think about what their motives are, the happier I become.
haha... hence why i am not out socializing im on the computer... other people are not me, i am not other people, i kinda get that qoute "hell is other people" because when you put yourself in their company, you are in contact with them, and what goes along with them, is the risk im takin... ive become very anti social... kinda thought it was a bad thing, but im pretty proud of that fact now. that does with no doubt reflect a fear of some sort on my part.
Yeah, I have had paranoia sometimes since i started smoking weed. Paranoid people can be good racers, because they get paranoid before they crash, so they don't.
yeah man... i've been morso paranoid as well since i started smokin, I see it as, it made me more observant and analytical in life, and so I know more... and thus im "paranoid" when dealing with people.
So many times i was 'just being paranoid', and i did not not act upon my awareness of possibility/likelyhood - and got burned. Now i embrace paranoia, anyone who says it is useless has it too easy. Its a survival function... As for becoming anti social, i went through that. In time you become more confident in who you are yourself, and that your not as fragile as you think. You will be able to socialize/meet new people without worrying at all about their intentions.
You need to learn to accept yourself first. If you don't care about yourself and don't love who you are then you are not true to who you really are and therefore paranoid.
I used to be like "oh mannn everyone knows I'm stoned omgzzzz!!!11!!!" But now I just don't really care if people know I'm stoned, people never say anything about it, so I figure they don't care, just like me!
like orison said paranoia is too much crack----an unbelievable fear of nothing---cops everywhere--robbers coming to kill you and mutilate your body------its pure fear an unreasonable fear--that your life and or freedom is in danger----guns help cas i know that the first motherfucker busting down my door is gonna get it---even if i die in the process--i dont believe too many of you guys have had true paranoia----it aint nothing nice---although it can be funny the next day------lol
i only felt true hardcore paranoia once.. i was literally looking out my windows, feeling like someone or something bad was coming.. scary time for me. i had some issues going on before i smoked up and getting stoned just aggravated it beyond belief. i learned a lot about myself that night.
To be awake, if you are concerned, is preferable than to be caught dreaming. Fear is a liar, saying follow me and I will protect you. His intention is to keep you from going where you will. In the blinding glare of his light you are run over by life.
I have almost crashed a few different times when i was trying to go as fast as possible. So i have indeed experienced true paranoia. It makes you not scared of anything after you come that close.
